the tenement building hadnât meant anything to me. Other than Louise and her husband, the occupants had been only a blur of faces. When groups of residents would gather in the stairwells to gossip, I would hear smatterings of their conversations, but I couldnât recall any of itânor did I want to.
Yet a farmhouse burning to the ground was something entirely different, wasnât it? Would I have forgotten such a piece of disastrous news even if I hadnât known the people or the place where it occurred? I closed my eyes and searched for my own answer. Probably so. In truth, Iâd likely heard even worse things, although I couldnât bring one to mind.
âWhereâs Grandpa?â Lukasâs eyes were wide with anticipation as the driver brought the horses to a halt near the barn door.
I didnât fail to notice one of the doors stood partially open. âIâm not sure. Maybe heâs inside the barn.â
Lukas clambered down from the wagon as the driver assisted me to the ground. âIâll go look for him.â Without a backward glance, the boy ran pell-mell through the knee-high weeds and disappeared behind the barn door.
The driver strode to the rear of the wagon. âYou sure you want to stay here, maâam? I can take you back to Marengoâno extra charge.â
âThank you, but weâll stay. Iâm sure weâll be fine.â Although my voice bore a confident tone, I wasnât at all sure weâd be fine. In fact, I wasnât sure what we would do if my father didnât soon make an appearance.
I hurried after Lukas to ensure he hadnât met with any unexpected calamity inside the barn, as well as to locate a proper space for our belongings. My father had always been known to keep his barn and outbuildings in good repair, but since heâd made no effort to rebuild the house, I wondered if by now there might be leaks or other damage to the remaining structures.
After stepping inside the barn, I waited for my eyes to adjust to the semi-darkness. A stream of sunlight flowed through the open door but illuminated only a short distance beyond my feet. âLukas! Where are you?â
âOver here, Mama. I donât see no animals. Where are they?â
âMaybe out in the pasture. I really donât know.â I walked toward the sound of his voice. When I drew near, he turned. âWhat do you think of this barn, Lukas? Is it as big as you imagined?â
He spread his arms wide and turned in a circle. âItâs as big as a ship, isnât it? I wonder whatâs up there,â he said, pointing to the hayloft.
I chuckled at his enthusiasm. âFrom what I see so far, probablynot much of anything. Right now, we need to find a good place for our trunks.â Grasping his hand, I strode to the far side of the barn. âCome along and help me.â
He skipped beside me, straw flying beneath his feet while dust motes danced in the shafts of sunlight that beamed through every crevice. I located a spot along the west wall, not too far from the door. A place that appeared dry, but since I had no idea how long it had been since the last rain, my assumption might be very wrong. I could only hope for the best.
âYou want âem over there?â The driverâs voice and his footfalls echoed in the cavernous barn.
Wheeling around on my heel, I stepped toward him and pointed to the wall. âI think that will be a good spot.â
He settled the trunk on the floor before returning for the next one. Lukas trotted along behind him. âI can carry my mamaâs small cases.â
The driver waved him forward. âYou sure can, and Iâd be pleased for your help.â
Lukasâs shoulders squared, and his lips curved in a winning smile. I followed behind. Once outside the barn, I tugged the brim of my bonnet forward to block the sun from my eyes and glanced toward the remains of the house.
Had