somewhere?
Andrewâs gaze followed his. âSo, besidesReverend Bob and me, did you see anyone you recognized at the service?â
Todd was barely paying attention, so the words took a moment to sink in. When they did, he turned back to the youth minister. âNo disrespect intended, Reverend, but letâs not dance around this anymore. We both know I came here to see Hannah.â
Andrew nodded, the smile he usually wore absent. âAnd I noticed that you did see her.â
âNo one probably knew we were more than friends.â
âI knew. Serena knew.â
Toddâs head came up with a jerk. âOh.â
âRemember that day all of us spent at the beach?â
âI guess so.â Of course Todd remembered. It was one of the memories heâd replayed in his mind in the last few years.
âWe saw the way you looked at Hannah when you thought no one was watching.â
Todd cleared his throat. He could only imagine the emotions that had been written all over his face. Because there didnât seem to be any way to respond to that comment, he changed the subject. âWe built a sand castle with Serenaâs little girlâ¦uhâ¦â
âTessa,â Andrew said to fill in the blank.
âYou had a thing for the single mother.â
âStill do. But sheâs married now. To me. Five years.â Andrew glanced down at the plain gold band he wore. âTessaâs got a brother now. Seth. Weâre having another one in March.â
âWow. Either a lot of time has passed, or youâve been busy for a few years,â Todd said with a chuckle.
Instead of laughing at his joke, Andrew became serious. âA lot of time has passed.â
The words felt like weights being draped across Toddâs shoulders. He stared at the floor and waited for whatever else the youth minister had to say.
âHannah didnât seem happy to see you today.â
âI suppose not.â Todd reluctantly met the other manâs gaze. âI didnât go about things the right way.â
âItâs hard to know the right thing to do sometimes.â
Andrew now wore his concerned ministerâs face. Todd remembered Hannah once mentioning that Andrew had been a clinical counselor before entering the ministry.
âApologizing to Hannah is the right thing to do,â Todd said. âI know it. She just didnât give me the chance.â
âI donât know everything that happened between the two of you or the full reason she ran out of here, butââ
âNo,â Todd said to interrupt him. âYou donât.â His sharp tone surprised even him. It wasnât Andrewâs fault that Hannah had refused to talk to him. He had no one to blame for that but himself. Taking a deep breath to clear his thoughts, he tried again. âIâve been waiting five years to talk to Hannahâ¦about a lot of things.â
âHave you ever considered that healing this relationship might not be as easy as youâve imagined?â
âYou mean that it might be too late? Sure, Iâve thought about it.â A lot. He took a long breath and shook his head in frustration. âBut I have to do theright thing. Iâve prayed about it, and Iâm convinced itâs what God wants me to do, so Iâm just going to have to find a way to get Hannah to listen to me.â
âYou sound pretty determined.â
âI am.â
âI guess youâll be needing this then.â
Andrew withdrew a pen and notebook from his pocket, wrote something on it and handed to him. It said, âHannah,â and it had a street address and an apartment number on it. Todd drew his eyebrows together as he looked up from it.
âYou didnât think she still lived at home, did you?â
He answered with a shrug. As a matter of fact, he had. Heâd already driven by his old home and that particular house next door several