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it, why do you think that makes you gay? Because you liking her now?”
                  Erin shrugged. “I mean its semi-gay though.”
                  Skyy shot her a look. “We haven’t had sex, we just be chilling.”
                  Sasha leaned on the arm of the love seat. “But you like her right?”
                  Skyy shrugged. “I guess, but-“
                  Sasha stopped her. “So if you like her then try something different, you been talking about this girl for damn near three months. It seems like you already got your mind made up.”
                  Jeanette shook her head in agreement. “Right, if you’re looking for disapproval from us, it’s not going to happen.”
                  Erin spoke. “They’re right Skyy, just make sure this is what you really want. Just know this is different territory.”
                  Skyy exhaled a sigh of relief. “I just don’t want to hear people’s mouths.”
                  Erin rolled her eyes and sucked her teeth. “Fuck what “people” got to say. People are always going to have something to say, whether you’re doing good or bad.”
                  Sasha cosigned. “Do what makes you happy Skyy. Don’t let people dictate how you live your life.”
                  Jeanette agreed. “And if you need anything or somebody to talk to, we got you.”
                  Skyy smiled at her friends gratefully. They’d been her backbone almost her whole life. They were there when Jamal; her first love died, and when she miscarried his baby that same night. They were the ones who encouraged her to go on when she got involved with a much older, married man, and had his baby. They were the calm after the storm, and they understood her.
                  Skyy had always been the wild one out of the group. She was slightly untamed, but had the gentlest heart. She was rougher than the others with a standoff-ish persona. Yet somehow, she was always in the mix, and usually in the middle of some drama once it unfolded. They accepted her indecisiveness, listened to her problems, and called her out on her bullshit. And for that she cherished the bond they’d built, and the sisterhood she knew she could not live without.
                  Jeanette cut in on her thoughts. “Don’t worry about it. We’re not judging you, we love you regardless.”
              “What ‘Nette said, ain’t nothing changed, believe that.” Sasha said definitively.
                  “And if somebody has something to say, let em talk.” Erin stated as a matter of fact, relighting her blunt.
                  “I appreciate y’all, I really do,” She let out a sigh of relief. “Cause it’s getting serious. I’ve been holding off on the sex though. I don’t think it’s going to last though, she’s been on me.”
                  “Is she a stud?” Erin asked.
                  “Yea, why?” Skyy cut her eyes at Erin.
                  Erin made a face. “Why not just be with a man then?’’
                  Skyy scowled at her. “See… already.”
                  Erin frowned. “Already what? I just asked a simple question.”
                  Skyy took a sip of her drink. “Why’d you make that face? All that was uncalled for.” she said glaring at Erin.
                  “It’s my face, if I-.”
                  Sasha cleared her throat, already seeing where this was going. “Skyy, you know E wasn’t trying to go there, and Erin, you know this is still fresh for her.”
                  Erin grabbed her glass and drank it all the way down, then got up and headed to the kitchen mumbling.
                  Jeanette clapped her hands together. “Ok! Skyy