clue what Iâm supposed to do here, Clary.â
âNow thatâs a switch.â Claryâs laugh bubbled through the phone. âYouâve never had much trouble knowing your own mind, Em. Iâm always the one calling you.â
âWell, this isnât exactly an easy choice.â Emily glanced out the window at the tidy barnyard. âOn the one hand this could make a real difference for the twins and me. Financially, I mean. Thereâs over a hundred acres here, not to mention the farmhouse and the barns. I have no idea how much itâd sell for, but...â
âWhatever it is, itâs a lot more than youâve got right now,â Clary finished for her. âYouâve been praying for the money to start up your own coffee shop, Em. Maybe this is the answer youâve been waiting for.â
Emily had thought of that, too. âItâs possible, I guess. But it seems like a pretty strange way for God to answer. I stink at farming.â
âYou only have to hold things together for the summer. How hard can it be?â
How hard can it be? Emily wanted to laugh, but it really wasnât funny. âHarder than you can imagine. Youâve never lived in the country, Clary. You donât know about farms.â
âMaybe not, but I know about you. Youâre a working single mom of twins, Emily! Farming should be a snap compared to that.â
âBut if I stay here for the whole summer, Iâll lose my job at Café Cup for sure.â
âTrue,â Clary admitted after a thoughtful second. âBut you know, maybe that wouldnât be such a bad thing. Mr. Alvarez takes advantage of you.â
Emily sighed. Clary, who tended to flit from job to job, had worked at Café Cup herself. Her accident-prone nature and the bossâs skinflinty tendencies hadnât been a good combination. âYou just donât like him because he fired you.â
âNot true. I donât hold grudges. You know that. No, this is all about you. How many of your muffin recipes are on his menu now? Five?â
âSix.â
âAnd arenât those his best sellers?â
âUsually.â Emily felt a tiny flush of satisfaction.
âBut he pays you the same as the other waitresses, right? Even though youâre creating these unique recipes and baking half his product? Iâm not sure Iâd pass up this opportunity just to keep a job like that.â
âBut if I lose my job, how can I pay my half of our rent?â Emily felt panicky just thinking about it.
âDonât worry about that. I can stretch my budget a little bit and handle the rent by myself for a while.â
âI canât ask you to do that.â
âYou didnât ask. You never do. And this time Iâm not taking no for an answer. Listen.â Claryâs soft voice took on an uncharacteristic firmness. âYou can do this, Em. I know you can! And whatâs more, I know youâll never forgive yourself if you donât at least try.â
Clary had a point. Emily ended the call and set the phone down on the snowy bedspread. Well, she couldnât put this off forever. She took one steadying breath and tore up the envelopeâs flap.
Her grandmotherâs message was written in blue ballpoint pen on a plain sheet of notebook paper. Sadie Elliott had never been one for frills or preambles. She got right to the point.
I know right now youâre probably pretty hot at me, but youâre just going to have to get over it.
Youâre not much on trusting folks, Emily-girl, and I understand that. But youâre going to have to trust me on this one thing. I had my reasons for leaving things the way I did. Believe it or not, I did it because I love you, and I want whatâs best for you. And like all old folks, I think Iâve got a better idea of what that is than you do, so I couldnât resist taking one last opportunity to meddle a