things.â
Emilyâs eyes flashed angrily, and her chin went up a notch. âI already have a key, thanks. It was my grandmotherâs house after all.â
Abel winced. He was trying to help, but heâd managed to put his foot in it instead. He felt like he was trying to plow a field blindfolded.
âEmily,â he tried again, but she cut him off firmly.
âDonât try to talk to me right now, Abel, please. Just donât. Iâm tired, and Iâve got a lot to think about. You and Iâve known each other for a long time, and you were always nice to me when I came out for the summers. You looked out for me, and I havenât forgotten that. You even used to sneak around and do my chores sometimes when Grandma wasnât looking.â A smile flickered briefly on her lips. âYouâre probably the only friend I have left around here. I reallyââ Her voice broke again, and she coughed and restarted. âI really donât want to say something to you right now that Iâll regret later.â Her voice sounded thick, but whether it was clogged with tears or anger, he couldnât tell.
He sat like a stone, listening as she went down the carpeted hallway and gathered up her twins, who protested at leaving in the middle of their cartoon. He waited until he heard the outer office door shut solidly behind her. Then he sighed and rubbed wearily at his eyes.
He had no idea what Miss Sadie had been thinking, but surely this wasnât what sheâd been hoping for. Emily was hurt and angry, and Abel felt like heâd just murdered a puppy. And he had a hunch things were going to get a whole lot trickier before they got any better. If they ever did.
He got to his feet, folding up his copy of the will into a square that would fit in his shirt pocket. He was anxious to escape this stuffy office and get back outside, where he could breathe. Emily wasnât the only one who needed to think. Maybe a walk in the woods and some time in his workshop would clear his head. Heâd spend some more time praying, too. He always felt closer to God out alone under the pines or with his chisel in his hand than he did indoors crowded up next to other folks. It was something heâd had a hard time explaining to the new minister when heâd pestered Abel gently about his spotty church attendance.
Yes, heâd have another long talk with God. Maybe this time the good Lord would give him some clear instructions about how to handle all this. He sure hoped so, because Abel was going to need all the help he could get.
Chapter Two
P hoebe fell asleep on the ten-minute ride out to Goosefeather Farm and had to be wakened when they pulled up in front of the white farmhouse. Even Paulâs eyelids looked a bit heavy, and he leaned against the clapboards on the shady porch as Emily twisted the metal key in the ancient lock. She was a little surprised when she heard the tumblers click grudgingly back into place. Although her grandmother had given her the key several years ago, Emily had never actually used it. The truth was sheâd never known this welcoming red door to be locked, and she was amazed that the key even worked.
She gave the children a snack of apple wedges and cheese at her grandmotherâs big kitchen table and then took them upstairs and settled them in the spare bedroom for a nap. It was proof of their exhaustion that they accepted this arrangement without a fuss. Phoebe flopped on top of the blue-and-yellow quilt covering the bed nearest the window, cuddled her tattered stuffed rabbit close to her, sighed once and promptly fell back asleep. Paul arranged himself more carefully in the other twin bed, tracing the pointed stars of his matching quilt with a thoughtful finger.
âAre you going to take a nap, too, Mama?â he asked.
She wished. âNo. Iâve got some thinking to do.â
âOh.â He nodded sagely. âBut thinkingâs