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to. One day I may go away, so you got to be strong and believe in you for you
and me too, okay? Love yourself more and more each day.  I can tell you
that I love you all day.  It doesn’t mean a thing if you don’t love
yourself.  I need you to love you for me because if you don’t you'll be
hurting the both of us. Wipe your eyes. Cleanse the lies you allowed yourself
to be told. Say it!! You’re beautiful.  Every imperfection is your blessing.
 Can't you see that? GOD made you this way. GOD made you so well that he
had to add flaws to cover up your beauty.  That flaw is your pretty smile,
your graceful walk, the way you talk, and the way you giggle when you laugh.
 Are you hungry? What would you like to eat? I'll go find you something in
the kitchen. I need you to spend some time alone in your mirror.”
    So I enter her modest kitchen
looking for something to whip up to eat for the both of us. “I still know
you’re in there crying… Hey! I know you ain’t crying
in there! You’ve used three towels!” I laugh. Hoping lighten up our
conversation. “I’m just messing with you lady.” While I'm in the kitchen I'm
finding myself wiping my own tears. It’s going to be okay. It’s going to be
okay. I repeat to myself.
    When she comes
into the kitchen with dried, red eyes. She says, “Wow can’t believe you stayed after my
little meltdown.”  I tell her…”You, it’s because of you.  You
represent everything there is to yearn for.   My queen,
my dearest. We disagreed.  You made your point and I listened. You
tried to hold your position, but we both know that you know I’m perfecting
being with you.” She sighs and shakes her head.  I continue...”Isn’t it
frustrating, knowing that I know you so well already?  That’s right;
you’re caving in again, your falling.   Falling for the
strength of my passionate persuasion. You know what happens next. After
all, you’ve been my greatest teacher, because you let me see you and study your
curves. The curves of your mind.   Sorry babe.
It’s too late. You showed me too much of you already. I don’t want to let go.”

Chapter 14: Absent

 
     
     
    It’s been almost 3 weeks since we
spoke...
     I called Serenity but she
would not answer. We spent a lot of time together. Intimately.  
It is what it is, so I'll proceed to continue my path.   Admittedely enough, I think of Serenity each day. No
explanation necessary because it was no more than a fling so it seems to me.
I’m not the type of guy who rebounds with some other chick. I keep myself
occupied by consuming myself in hobbies like writing. It’s different for sure
and my fellas would clown me for weeks if they ever
found out. I don’t care; it’s just my thing.
    KNOCK KNOCK…I know it’s her. Her
soft knock sends messages to me as if it were a worded communication telling me
to come to the door. There she is. Standing right in front of
me with all of her beauty.   I was suspended for about 10 seconds.
Then I finally said "Come in.” I thought to myself... (Damn...sorry, it
took a while for me to register to invite you in due to the fact that I was
suspended... Suspended in your eyes and your thighs that showed through that
sundress... damn).
    To be honest, I was purging her
from me, so her unexpected arrival threw me off. I walked over and sat on the
couch. "Well, aren't you going to ask me to have a seat?" She asked.
"You’re more than welcome without asking." I responded. I knew I
should've offered first hand, but I was a little ticked off because she went
ghost on me. Damn. She got me in my feelings. I gotta shake this shit. "So was sup?" I asked.
    "It’s been difficult for me
these past few weeks. I’m sorry that I didn’t answer any of your calls. I saw
each and every one of them." She replied. Shit, that threw me. I gotta respond with something quick.  So I say
"It’s all good. I was busy with things."  Silence then echoed as
moments passed. "It was wrong of me to