know, you really ought to watch what you say to him,â Lauren said. âAltimususually has no problem giving me exactly what I want, but giving him lip isnât going to convince him to leave you and your family alone.â
âIâm from the West End, babyâthe SWATS,â Jermaine countered. âI can handle myself.â
âWhatev, straight-A boy,â Lauren joked as Jermaine opened his car door for her. âAnd what was all that âI get good grades and help in the communityâ bull about, anyway?â
âWhat, a brotha from the hood canât be smart and helpful?â Jermaine said as he climbed into the driverâs seat and started his engine.
âAinât nobody say all of that. Dang, why you gotta assume thatâs the way I think?â Lauren questioned defensively.
âAw, baby, if I were making assumptions about you, you wouldnât be riding shotgun,â he said as he pulled out into traffic.
âThen why are you with me? I mean, with everything you know about my family and what happened to your brother and all the questions about how he died and who killed him, why are you with me?â
Jermaine was silent.
âDang, you donât even have an answer? Pull this car over, boy,â Lauren demanded, punctuating her every word with a punch to his arm.
âChill, chill,â he laughed. âYouâre going to get us into an accident. But then you know all about crashing into other peopleâs cars, donât you.â
âSee how you do me?â Lauren said, cracking up. âWhy you gotta bring up the car wreck?â
âWell, if it werenât for that car wreck, I would never have found you, so Iâm glad you took a brotherâs bumper out,â he said quietly as he put on his signal and slowly pulled into the right lane. He turned into the parking lot of a Kroger shopping center and slowly came to a stop next to a large red minivan.
âWhat, we going shopping now?â Lauren said, eyeballing the shopping center; she and Jermaine watched as a mom struggled to get her two children and all of her groceries into a car just across the way from Jermaineâs.
âThough Iâm quite aware of how much you like the pastime, weâre not going shopping,â Jermaine said, shifting his body to face Lauren. âI have something much more fun for us to do.â And with that, he leaned in and kissed Lauren on her lips so gently, she felt herself get a little dizzy. âIâve been waiting for way too long to do that,â he finally said after a long kissing session.
âI dreamed about this so many times,â Lauren said, smiling. âIâm so glad weâre back together again.â
âLook,â Jermaine said, his face turning serious. âYou should know this much about me: Iâm still real upset aboutwhat happened to my brotherâI donât think he deserved to die that way. But I donât want to be like him, either. See, his problem was that he didnât want to leave the hood. Thatâs the mentality of a lot of the people I live with. But there are some of us who want to leave and do something with ourselves, and then bring back what we earn and learn to help make the neighborhood better. People outside the hood donât ever see people like me getting good grades, staying out of trouble, trying to do right. And I donât care if they see it in me. What counts is I see it for myself.â
Jermaine leaned in and kissed Lauren again. He ran his fingers over her eyebrow and took one more look into her eyes before turning back to the steering wheel. He put the car in drive and pulled out of the parking lot and back onto the street.
Lauren rubbed his arm and snuggled into the passenger seat. Every time she got with Jermaine, she learned something new about himâand herself. She turned each of his words around in her mind as she watched the ATL skyline