lethal.
âAny damage inside?â he said, barely able to concentrate with her peering up at him.
âMy bedroom ceilingâs cracked. I moved the bed to ensure that I wonât awaken one morning blanketed in plaster.â
Knowing the danger of entanglement, yet unable to stop himself, he said, âCanât have a chunk of ceiling marring that pretty face of yours.â
The apple of her cheeks colored, but her eyes turned wary. âYou men know the words a woman likes to hear.â
Why didnât an attractive woman like Callie Mitchell appreciate a compliment? âIâll take a look at the ceiling when Iâve finished the porch.â Jake pivoted out onto the ladder, descending the rungs two at a time, the ladder vibrating with each footfall.
By the time heâd reached the bottom, sheâd dashed over and gripped the sides. He all but bumped into her coming off the last step. Wide-eyed and obviously shaken, she quickly moved aside. When had anyone worried about his safety?
âIâm accustomed to ladders and this oneâs sturdy.â
âEven a careful man can meet disaster, Mr. Smith.â
No doubt she referred to her husbandâs fall, but her remark summed up his life. âYour words donât give a man much hope.â
Her eyes narrowed, as if trying to see inside of him. âHope doesnât come from words of mine. Hope comes from Godâs Word.â
A man couldnât manufacture something he didnât believe. âI donât see a point in opening a Bible.â
âWithout Godâs Word to point me in the right direction, Iâd lose my way.â Mrs. Mitchell looked at him with eagerness. âYou might give the Bible and church a try.â
âFrom what Iâve seen, churchgoers arenât likely to offer clemency.â The words shot out of his mouth before he could stop them. What about this woman made him bleed his innermost thoughts?
Her gaze bored deeper. âDo you need clemency?â
Jake removed his hat and slipped the handkerchief stuffed inside into his hip pocket then swiped the sweat off his brow in the crook of his elbow. It didnât take a genius to recognize prying. âReckon we all do.â
A flash of remorse traveled her face. Her eyes lifted to the roof, filling with anguish and self-reproach that pushed against his core. If he didnât know better, heâd believe Mrs. Mitchell shoved her husband off the roof. Well, he had no interest in getting involved with her or her problems. Yet she looked so fragile standing there fighting back tears.
An overpowering urge to tug her to him, to tell her everything would be fine, mounted inside him, yet his hands remained at his sides.
Everything had never been fine.
He couldnât promise such a thing.
To her.
To anyone.
âIâll get your dinner.â She headed to the house, shoulders bent, as if carrying a heavy burden.
No doubt she did. A burden he could ease by repairing this house. But the restâunwed mothers, babies, grief over her husbandâs deathâheâd stay clear of all that.
At the pump, Jake stuck his head under the spout. Cold water sluiced down his throat and into his sweat-soaked shirt. Perhaps the dousing would cool his empathy for the young widow.
The woman tried to shove God and church down his throat, a prescription Jake couldnât swallow. Sheâd indicated that the Bible would point a man in the right direction, as if the road ahead lay with God. Heâd more likely find that arrow he wished for earlier than answers in an ancient gilded book.
And as for prayerâ
If God existed, He didnât give a fig about Jake. No matter what Callie Mitchell said, God wouldnât be helping him. Jake would need a sensible way to find his mother.
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Wielding a crowbar, Jake pried a rotted board from the porch floor, easy to do with the missing or inadequately set nails. Heâd make