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Janie’s shoes from her hand. “You’ll rip your feet to shreds. There’s glass an’ shit.”
    Janie looks at the board, and then up at him. He’s wearing a knit beanie with a hole in it. “I don’t know how.”
    He flashes a half grin. Shoves a long black lock of hair under the beanie. “Just stand. Bend. Balance. I’ll push you.”
    She blinks. Gets on the board.
    Weird.
    This is not happening.
    They don’t talk.

    The guys weave in and out the rest of the way, and take off at the corner by Janie’s house. Cabel pushes her to her front porch so she can hop off. He sets her shoes on the step, picks up the board, nods, and catches up with his friends.
    “Thanks, Cabel,” Janie says, but he’s gone in the dark already. “That was sweet,” she adds, to no one.

    They don’t acknowledge each other, or the event, for a very long time. IN EARNEST
    February 1, 2005
    Janie is seventeen.
    A boy named Jack Tomlinson falls asleep in English class. Janie watches his head nodding from across the room. She begins to sweat, even though the room is cold. It is 11:41 a.m. Seven minutes until the bell rings for lunch. Too much time. She stands, gathers her books, and rushes for the door. “I feel sick,” she says to the teacher. The teacher nods understandingly. Melinda Jeffers snickers from the back row. Janie leaves the room and shuts the door. She leans against the cool tile wall, takes a deep breath, goes into the girls’ bathroom, and hides in a stall.
    Nobody ever sleeps in the bathroom.
    Flashback—January 9, 1998
    It’s Janie’s tenth birthday. Tanya Weersma falls asleep in school, her head on her pencil box. She is floating, gliding. And then she is falling. Falling into a gorge. The face of a cliff streams by at a dizzying speed. Tanya looks at Janie and screams. Janie closes her eyes and feels sick. They startle at the same time. The fourth graders all laugh. Janie decides not to hand out her precious birthday treat, after all.

    That was after the train ride and the man in the underwear. Janie’s had only a few close calls in school before high school. But the older she gets, the more often her classmates sleep in school. And the more kids sleep, the more of a mess it makes for Janie. She has to get away, wake them up, or risk the consequences. A year and a half to go.
    And then.
    College. A roommate.
    Janie puts her head in her hands.
    She leaves the bathroom after lunch and goes to her next class, grabbing a Snickers bar on her way.
    For two weeks afterward, Melinda Jeffers and her rich friends make puking noises when they pass Janie in the hall.
    June 15, 2005
    Janie is seventeen. She’s working her ass off, taking as many shifts as she can. Old Mr. Reed is dying at the nursing home.
    His dreams grow constant and terrible.
    He doesn’t wake easily.
    As his body fades, the pull of his dreams grows eerily stronger. Now, if his door is open, Janie can’t enter that wing.
    She hadn’t planned for this.
    She makes an odd request on every shift. “If you cover the east wing, I’ll take the rest.”
    The other aides think she’s afraid to see Mr. Reed die.
    Janie doesn’t have a problem with that.
    June 21, 2005, 9:39 p.m.
    Heather Home is short-staffed. It’s summer. Three patients on the cusp of death. Two have Alzheimer’s. One dreams, screams, and cries.
    Someone has to empty bedpans. Hand out the night meds. Straighten up the rooms for the day.
    Janie approaches with caution. She stands in the west wing, looking into the east wing, and memorizes it. The right-hand wall has five doorways and six sets of handrails. The last door on the right is Mr. Reed. Ten steps farther is a wall, and the emergency exit door. Some days, a cart stands between doorways three and four. Some days, wheelchairs collect anonymously between doorways one and two. A stretcher often rests in the east wing, but usually it’s on the left side. Janie would have to get a glimpse before entering the hallway, no matter the day.