agreed. âIâm that tragic clichéâa short, sassy, gay man. Doomed to spend my life shopping in the boysâ department at J. Crew.â
âHow come youâre so tan?â Riley asked, studying her brotherâs face. His dark hair was close-cropped, and his hazel eyes looked almost green against his deeply bronzed skin. He wore a blue-and-white-striped boat-necked T-shirt tucked into white jeans with rolled-up cuffs and immaculate white espadrilles. âHas it been that nice in New York?â
âI wouldnât know,â Billy said. âI got summoned down here by Mama two weeks ago and Iâve been at her beck and call ever since.â
âYou two are speaking again?â Riley lifted an eyebrow in surprise.
âOh, sure. She sent out all the living room furniture to get recovered and refinished back in the fall, and she needed a stooge to pick it up and haul it back over to the island and rearrange it at Shutters. So all is forgiven. Until next time. I take it sheâs not currently on speaking terms with you?â
âNope,â Riley said. She cut her eyes meaningfully in Maggyâs direction, a clear sister signal that she did not want to discuss family drama in front of her daughter.
âCount your blessings,â Billy said. âHey, Saggy Maggy. Does your forehand still suck, or did you get some coaching since I played you last?â
Maggy shrugged. âIâm not so into tennis. Itâs boring.â
âTennis is boring? Since when?â
âIâve started running. I want to try out for the cross-country team, but Mom doesnât want me to.â Maggy stuck her tongue out at her mother.
âIâm worried that her blood sugar could get low on one of those long runs and something ⦠could happen,â Riley said.
Billy ruffled Maggyâs hair. âBoring or not, youâll still be my mixed-doubles partner this summer, right? Remember how we killed âem in the round-robin last Memorial Day weekend?â
âI left my racquet at home,â Maggy said, her face still sullen.
âI packed both our racquets,â Riley said.
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Riley and Billy made their way up to the ferryâs observation deck, stopping to greet and chat with island neighbors they hadnât seen in months. Finally they reached their destination.
Riley leaned against the railing and inhaled deeplyâthis, she thought, might be her favorite summer perfumeâdiesel fumes mixed with salt spray with top notes of sunscreen and popcorn. Seagulls wheeled and cried overhead in the dusk and, on the horizon, a line of pelicans flying in V-formation raced westward.
As the ferry dock and the mainland slipped away, she felt the anxiety and frustrations of the past few months doing the same. Her shoulders loosened, her face relaxed, her heart rate slowed. She closed her eyes, tilted her head back, and let the dying sunshine wash over her face, the way sheâd always done since she was a little girl.
One way or another, this weekend, she would have to find a way to tell Maggy about the impending divorce. If she had to do it solo, so be it. Things were about to get really, really ugly. But for right now, she promised herself, she would live in this moment.
Besides, being on the island, her island, her special place, would make things better. She and Maggy would burrow in here for the summer, weather the storm of divorce, and when the season ended, they would be healed.
Riley found herself crossing and uncrossing her fingers, praying it would be so.
âWhereâs Scott?â Riley asked finally, opening her eyes after she was sure the last speck of land had disappeared.
âWho knows? Atlanta? Vegas? One of those television chefs is opening three new restaurants this summer, and heâs been driving Scott crazy. One day he hates the dining room chandeliers in Atlanta, the next day he wants Scott to