fiddling with cupboard doors and pulling things open. There are more books inside a chest of drawers. After Ned opens the wardrobe, he lets out a long, low whistle.
He doesnât say anything, just stands there staring as if heâs seen something ⦠odd. As in disappearing-notebook-hole-in-the-universe odd.
âHave you found Narnia in there or something?â
âGrots.â
âWhat is it?â I take a step into the room, keeping my eyes on Ned and not the rest of itâthe photographs of our mum everywhere. The huge painting on the wall above the bed.
âGrots,â Ned says again, not looking up, talking to the wardrobe. âFuck. Gottie. His shoes are still in here.â
Oh. Thereâs that swarm of locusts.
âI know.â
âCouldnât face it, huh?â Ned gives me a sympathetic look, then turns to sit on the piano stool. When Grey was steamed on homemade wine, heâd leave his door open and tunelessly pound out music hall hits. âItâs not the melody that counts, itâs the volume,â heâd boom, not listening to our many declarations otherwise.
Ned runs his hands up and down the keys. The notes emerge in a series of muffled plinks, but I recognize the song.
Papaâs left a stack of flattened cardboard boxes on the bed. I walk round to the other side so I donât have to see the painting, and start assembling them. Iâm careful not to touch the bed itself, even though itâs covered in a dust sheet. This is where Grey slept. In twenty-four hours, Thomas is going to erase his dreams.
âMan, this is going to take forever!â Ned exclaims, even though he hasnât done anything yet. After a final ten-finger kerplink on the piano, he spins round idly on the stool. âYou shouldnât have to be in here, doing this. Itâs Papaâs grand plan.â
âDo you want to tell him that, or shall I?â
âHa.â He bounds past me to a book stack and starts shuffling through itânot so much organizing as rearranging. Fiddling. Flicking through and reading bits of things. He glances up at me. âGrotbag. What do you think Thomas did?â
âWhat do you mean?â I frown at the box in front of me. Iâm trying to line up the books perfectly perpendicular, but one of them has warped pages from being dropped in the sea, and itâs wonkifying everything.
âYou know,â says Ned. âTo get sent back here. Banished to Holksea.â
âBanished?â
âCâmon, thereâs no way this settle-in-for-the-summer story holds up,â Ned continues, juggling a book. âItâs so last-minuteâthe flight must have cost a fortune. Nah, itâs punishment for somethingâor getting him away from whatever heâs done. I bet heâs pulled a Mr. Tuttle.â
Mr. Tuttle was Thomasâs hamster. A furball who escaped at bedtime seventeen nights in a row, until his dad worked out what was going on and bought a padlock. âOh dear,â Thomas would sorrowfully declare, having opened the cage not five minutes before. âMr. Tuttle has got out again . Iâll sleep over at Gâs in case heâs there.â His bag would already be packed.
âCâmon,â insists Ned. â You know what Thomas was like.â
Huh. It hasnât occurred to me to wonder why heâs been sent home so quickly.
A hammering on the bedroom door breaks my thoughts wide open.
âYo, Oppenheimer! Answer your phone much? Iâve been looking all over, have you seen the timeââ Jason stops when he sees me. Thereâs a pause as he literally shifts and readjusts: stepping back and leaning against a bookshelf by the door, arranging himself just so, before he smiles lazily and amends, âOppenheimer s .â
My throat plays rock-paper-scissors and settles on rock .
âGottie.â He meets my gaze this time, blue eyes searching mine