âRomo!â Scared, she jumped off the bed. Junie followed to comfort her.
Dad stuck his head into the room. âBreakfast, letâs go.â
âGet outa here.â Matt forced his eyes to focus on the clock. âItâs eight twenty.â
âTime to get up.â
âSaturday.â
âIâm going to be gone all dayââ
âSo what?â He was waking up and his head hurt.
ââand I want to talk to you before you leave for camp.â
âWhat about?â
Dad took one long step into the room and reached for Mattâs sheet. Romo howled. He had stepped on her tail. âWhy is that dumb dog always in my way?â
âNot dumb,â said Junie. He hugged her.
âOkay,â said Matt quickly. He knew where this could go. âBe right down.â
Dad stomped out of the room and down the stairs. Junie looked up at Matt. He and Romo both had hurt looks in their eyes.
âHe didnât mean it,â said Matt. Sure he did. âGo on downâbe right there.â
He closed his eyes, waiting for his head to quitthreatening to roll off his neck. He had gotten home very late, after the sky had started to lighten. They had driven around, talking. The girl was a talker, although he couldnât remember what they had talked about. They had stopped to get some food, then parked somewhere. She had soft hands all right, and a soft mouth. He couldnât remember her name.
He opened his eyes and got up slowly. The room shifted, the ceiling tilting down, the floor slanting up. Jerry Rice smiled at him from the big poster on the wall. No. 80, the greatest wide receiver of all time. Been wearing his number since middle school. Jerry must have been hungover a few mornings. Maybe not, the shape he stayed in for so long.
In big print over his signature, it read:
The biggest enemy of best is good.
If youâre satisfied with whatâs good,
youâll never be the best.
By the time Matt got downstairs, Dad was at the kitchen table shoveling in waffles and glaring at Junie and Romo. Mom had on her bright and perky TV-Mom look. Dad must really be pissed. âWaffles or eggs, Matt?â
âJust a shake.â He wasnât hungry. âAnd some coffee?â
âScrambled eggs,â said Junie.
âWaffles,â said Dad. âTheyâre mixed already.â
âItâs no trouble,â said Mom. She gave Dad a tight smile.
âThis isnât a diner,â he said. He turned to Matt. âIâm thinking of doing a meal at camp.â
âWhat for?â That woke Matt up.
âThe boys like a break from camp chow. Remember the barbecue?â
Two years ago. He was a sophomore. It was harder to stand up to Dad then, keep him out of his space. âDo it when we come back.â
âToo many other people around, itâs not a team thing.â
âYouâre not on the team.â That came out before he thought about it.
âWaffles coming up,â chirped Mom.
Dadâs face had lost expression, tightening into the bland mask he wore when he was getting angry. Eyes got cold. âI want to do the meal after the boys get settled. But before Raider Pride Night.â
âHow come?â
âThat night can get hairy.â Dad grinned. âYou know which night that is?â
Last night of camp, everybody knows that, jerkoff. âDunno.â
âBig-shot captain doesnât know?â
âAsk Coach.â
âRamp probably knows.â
âAsk him.â He felt the anger rise.
âYou got a real âtude this morning.â
âItâs too early.â
âOnly if youâre up all night.â
Mom said, âLarry, it wasnât a school night.â
âIt was a football night,â said Dad.
âA softball night,â said Junie as he patted Romo. She was whimpering.
âCanât you shut that dog up? Bad enough sheâs dumb, sheâs a