itâs hard to see anything other than his pale skin, crusted blood covering his body and part of his face. Up close, we can see scratch marks and bruises: The signs of struggle.
The worst part is the lingering scent of melted body hair. Burns on his skin prove that heâs been close to an intense source of heat, most likely an explosion. Bits of fabric are singed into his skin, suggesting heâd been clothed when the church ignited.
âAt least we know they werenât nudists,â replies Knoll, eyeing a scrap of denim welded to McKnightâs left thigh.
Something about the blood smears on McKnightâs chest is odd. They appear haphazard at first, the kind of marks someone might make in a state of shock when they repeatedly touch their body. As I stare at them, though, they seem intentional. But thereâs no obvious pattern. I take a photo to look at later.
Knoll nudges me, then points to the manâs forehead. Thereâs a smear of ash above McKnightâs nose, almost obscured by blood.
I radio Mitchum. âWhich victim are you looking at?â
âMrs. Alsop.â
âIs there ash on her forehead?â
âBlackwood, is this a joke? There was an explosion. Of course thereâs ash.â
I push my head past the protective bars of the lift to get a closer look at McKnightâs face. The whole bucket arm begins to sway in the breeze. Knoll grabs the rail and groans.
I push the talk button on my radio, âOn the forehead. Itâs hard to see on McKnight because of the blood from the scalp. But it looks like thereâs ash under the blood. Like a cross. Does Mrs. Alsop have the same marking?â
âHold on,â says Mitchum. Thereâs a long pause. âAffirmative. But they were in a church, after all.â
âTheyâre not Catholics, and this wasnât Ash Wednesday. This is the kind of thing someone does to ward off evil spirits.â
âYouâre saying they were afraid of something evil happening?â Mitchum is dubious.
âIâm saying they were afraid, and obviously something very bad did happen.â
Mitchum doesnât respond.
I put my radio back in its holster and look again at McKnightâs chest. Thereâs something deliberate about the bloody daubs there. On my phone, I pull up the image and flip it to how it would look right-side up. It still doesnât ring any bells.
Knoll watches over my shoulder. âThink itâs something?â
âMaybe. Either way, it doesnât look random.â
âIt could have happened when he was moved.â
âYeah. I donât know.â I notice McKnightâs left index finger is covered in blood. âCheck this out,â I say, pointing.
âHe used his own blood to write the symbol? All right, maybe it does mean something.â
âBut what? Hold on.â I sit on the edge of the rail and lean back, my feet tucked behind the lower guard. A ground technician stares up at me as I dangle over the edge of the lift.
âYouâre a goddamn circus ape,â exclaims Knoll as he grabs my ankles.
Upside down, staring up at the sky, I see the world as a dyingBear McKnight did. If he wanted to write on his chest to tell us something, he would go from left to right. I pull myself back into the lift, to Knollâs relief, and take out my phone. Using the rotate button, I spin the image two more times. When the lines are going in the correct direction, it starts looking like something familiar. A runny, bloody mess, but one I latch on to. I remember from school that the letter âAâ is supposed to be a sideways ox or something. An aleph. One way itâs an âA,â another and itâs an animal. This isnât an ox, though.
âIs there a Hebrew keyboard on these phones?â I ask. The aleph is still a widely used symbol in Hebrew. Before Knoll can answer, I find it hidden in the settings menu. I look for the