I’d jumped at the chance
when Alex offered last week—
especially when he told me Jaime lived
upstairs. I’d been really excited to see
her again.
Clearly, the feeling was not mutual.
I frowned. Should I apologize?
While I thought it over, I returned to
what I’d been doing when I saw her pull
in, which was unpacking the few books,
pictures, and mementos I’d kept out of
storage. A framed photo of my mom
when she was younger, and one of us
together on the beach in La Jolla before
she died. Most of the books were texts
for this semester; I was taking a history
course, a political science seminar, and
a math class.
But I also had my senior year
yearbook, which I’d found while going
through boxes in my mom’s attic last
week. She’d given the little house to her
church in her will, and they used it to
provide housing to women and children
who needed a safe place to stay, which
my mother would have loved. I’d
quickly had all her personal things
boxed and stored in the attic, and I’d
paid for the necessary renovations, but I
hadn’t been back there since she left and
figured it was time to clean out the place
once and for all.
I’d had no idea how much crap was
up there.
I swear to God, you’d have thought
my mother grew up during the
Depression or something. The woman
saved everything . It was going to take
me months to get through it all, and even
though most of it would be junk to
anyone else, I didn’t want to just throw
stuff out without looking at it. It hadn’t
been junk to her.
Picking up the yearbook, I sat on the
couch and opened it to the front cover. It
was covered with writing, and I
wondered if Jaime had signed it
somewhere. I didn’t see her name
anywhere in the front, so I turned to the
back, which was also full of signatures,
farewells, and phone numbers, but not
hers. Disappointed, I flipped to the page
displaying her junior year photo and saw
that she’d written to me there—neat
cursive lettering along the white borders
of the page.
Quinn, you will probably never see
this because you think yearbooks are
stupid and you didn’t ask me to sign it
anyway. (I took it in study hall when
you weren’t looking. You are over in
the corner flirting with someone,
surprise surprise.) Well, I just wanted
to say I hope you have a great summer
and even though I am still mad at you
for what you said about how to grow
taller (I still can’t believe I fell for
that), I’m glad we are friends and I
will really miss you next year. Maybe I
can come visit you!!! I think we could
have a good time… Love, J
I closed the book, feeling that intense
attraction for her resurface. Leaning
back on the couch, I stared up at the
ceiling. It was quiet up there. Would I be
able to hear her television? Her phone
calls? Her shower running? What was
she doing now? Changing out of her
work clothes? I thought about her sliding
out of that pencil skirt she’d been
wearing, and blood rushed between my
legs. I loved a pencil skirt and heels on a
woman. Feminine and sexy, but strong
too. Was that what grown-up Jaime was
like?
Before I could think it through, I got
off the couch and went up the stairs,
knocking three times. Sure, she’d
brushed me off earlier, but I loved a
challenge, and I wanted to get to know
her. Maybe I could charm my way into
her good graces.
Truth be told, I’m pretty good at
charming my way into tight spaces.
FOUR
QUINN
SHE OPENED the door wearing a gray
Detroit Tigers T-shirt with the neck cut
out, light blue flannel pajama pants, and
fluffy pink socks. Without her heels, she
was even shorter than I remembered, and
I had to fight the urge to tease her again.
But fuck, she was pretty, even with that
scowl. Heart-shaped face, big green
eyes, puffy pink lips. I’d forgotten about
that dimple in her chin—fucking
adorable.
“What.”
“I came for a visit, like you said in
my yearbook.”
She