photographs.â
âHas anyone from the album appeared in a dream?â she asked.
He stared back out the window past the palms to the sliver of the Atlantic visible between the other buildings. The distant horizon shimmered in the haze.
âMom.â
âSheâs the only person you recognize?â
âNo.â He shook his head, once more hiding behind his hair.
âWho?â
âThe little girl. Calling me Daddy, over and over again.â
âSheâs in your scrapbook?â Dr. Saville asked.
âNo, but I always think I know her.â
âDo you?â
He shrugged. âHer nameâs Elizabeth.â
âElizabeth?â
âShe told me.â
âYou asked?â
He smiled. âWhy not, itâs my dream.â Then the smile died. âI think.â
âYou think?â
âI asked her what my name was.â
âAnd?â
âShe called me Daddy again.â
âThatâs progress.â
âI asked her what Mommy called me.â
Dr. Savilleâs pen stopped its steady march across the paper and she looked up at him. Her brown hair, lighter in the summer months, was plastered to her scalp and didnât move with the motion. ââMommyâ?â
âShe started to cry.â
âDid you wake up?â Dr. Saville asked.
ââVictor,â Elizabeth said. âMommy called you Victor before she died.ââ
Henry pushed himself up so hard that the heavy couch actually moved across the wooden floor. He walked to the window, watching the heat radiating in waves off the white stone pathway beyond the palm tree. The path wandered into the bushes and stopped. It was, he thought, symbolic of something; this meaningless walkway behind a psychologistâs office, boldly going nowhere. Like his life.
âReady for school?â Dr. Saville asked after too long a silence.
He didnât look at her. âItâs school.â
âNew year, new opportunities.â
âJoy,â he said, hiding his smile from her.
âYour father asked me to speak to you about the future, Henry. Youâre a junior now, only two years until college.â
âI know.â
âAnd?â
âAnd?â he asked.
âThe future?â
âI have enough problems with the past.â Then he laughed, the sound thin and weak.
âHenry,â she said.
âMaybe in the future, I have a daughter.â He looked at her. âI think Iâll call her Elizabeth.â
âThatâs not quite what your father meant, but we can talk about that if youâd like.â
âIs this my last session?â
âDo you want it to be?â she asked. âMy understanding is youâll continue to come after school, the way you did last year.â
Henry looked back out the window. âWill it help?â
âIâd like to think so.â
Henry walked back to the couch and sat down, pressing his palms into his thighs. Closed his eyes and counted to ten.
âDid Elizabeth say anything else?â Dr. Saville asked.
He opened his eyes, looking at her through the fall of his hair. âI had to protect her,â he said, his voice harsh. âSheâs my daughter.â
âYouâre not Victor,â Dr. Saville said, her pen still and silent above the paper.
âI had to.â He rested his head back, exposing his neck. He swallowed and the scar writhed. âI couldnât let her die like that.â
âTell me what happened, Henry.â
âI killed her.â
âWho?â she said, the single word barely spoken out loud.
âI killed them all.â
âHenry?â
âThen I woke up.â He smiled. âI killed my mother.â
âWhat happened to Elizabeth?â
âI held her while she died.â
Discovery of Bodies
Closes Popular Beach
Jekyll Island, GAâAugust 6, 2009: The bodies of two missing boaters washed