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conservatory along one wall of the house. Homelea was probably built by one of the Manchester merchants, a visible statement of his wealth and success. It even boasted a small turret on one corner.
    I let Agnes lead the way. There was a ramp as well as steps up to the front porch. Agnes rang the bell. The door was opened promptly by a young woman who recognised her and invited us in. She disappeared. My first impression was of warmth and tasteful decoration, everything in cream, pale green and rose. The aroma of fresh coffee. The broad entrance hall had a large room off to each side, stairs ahead and more doorways at the bottom. Those led to the kitchen and dining room, I assumed. The door to our right was closed; I could hear the murmur of television. But Agnes went through to the room on our left.
    This was a corner room with two bay windows. In the recess of the one at the front there was a table with high-backed chairs. A woman sat writing. In the other bay two women, deep in conversation, sat on a chintz-covered sofa. Each held a cat on her lap.
    Around the rest of the large room were three clusters of high-backed easy chairs and side tables. People were sitting in some of these, reading papers and books, sewing and playing chess. The atmosphere was relaxed, quietly busy.
    ‘She must be in the other room,’ said Agnes.
    We crossed the hall and opened the door. The room had the same decor but a semicircle of chairs faced us, arranged to focus on the television set, which was blaring out. There were six people there. A couple looked up as we went in. Agnes moved over to the woman sitting nearest to us, on the outside of the group.
    ‘Lily, hello. How are you?’
    The woman turned to face her. She stared blankly, unwavering, at Agnes for two or three seconds then turned back to the television set. I heard Agnes sigh. I put my hand on her arm. The poor woman. Her closest friend had no idea who she was.

CHAPTER FOUR
     
     
    ‘Lily,’ Agnes bent over close to her friend, ‘it’s me, Agnes. I’ve come to see you. Lily?’
    ‘She had a bad night,’ a man sitting in the centre of the semicircle spoke up, ‘wandering about. They’ll have given her something to calm her down.’
    There was no response from Lily, who continued to stare at the television.
    ‘I think there’s too much of it myself,’ the man continued, ‘pills. Take a pill for anything these days. People go to see the doctor and they’re not happy unless they come away with a bottle of tablets. Look at her, you couldn’t say she was well, could you? Just keeping her quiet. Doped up.’
    ‘Shush.’ The woman on his left glared at him.
    ‘I’m just saying they’re too quick with their tablets. There’s some folk in here would rattle if you shook ‘em…’
    ‘Be quiet, will you? I can’t hear the television,’ his neighbour admonished him.
    A young woman wearing a maroon overall came into the room carrying a tray of drinks. Agnes asked her about Lily.
    ‘You’re best talking to Mrs Knight,’ she suggested. ‘I think she’s in the office at the back. Do you know the way?’
    Agnes nodded She squeezed Lily’s hand, told her she wouldn’t be long and straightened up.
    Mrs Knight, the matron, exuded competence and efficiency. She provided us with chairs, sent for cups of tea and made notes as we talked. She wore a dark blue nursing uniform and a hat. Her hair was thick and black and cut in a pageboy bob that seemed to emphasise her long face and drooping eyes.
    Agnes introduced me as a family friend and asked about Lily.
    ‘Mrs Palmer was rather disturbed in the night. I’m afraid she suffered some incontinence, which obviously distressed her, and she was quite hard to settle. She was given a sedative. That may have left her a little groggy.’
    ‘She doesn’t even recognise me,’ said Agnes.
    ‘I’m sorry,’ said Mrs Knight. ‘I realise how upsetting it must be for you. It is a common symptom but it won’t necessarily persist.