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    I had cut her throat with the first two slashes, the first time deep enough to show the gristle of her wind-pipe. With the last two I had carved her cheek and her mouth, the latter so deeply that she wore a clowns grin. It stretched all the way to her ears and showed her teeth. She let loose a gutteral, choked roar, the sound a lion might make at feeding-time. Blood flew from her throat all the way to the foot of the counterpane. I remember thinking it looked like the wine when she held her glass up to the last of the daylight.
    She tried to get out of bed. I was first dumbfounded, then infuriated. She had been a trouble to me all the days of our marriage and was a trouble even now, at our bloody divorce. But what else should I have expected?
    Oh Poppa, make her stop! Henry shrieked. Make her stop, o Poppa, for the love of God make her stop!
    I leaped on her like an ardent lover and drove her back down on her blood-drenched pillow. More harsh growls came from deep in her mangled throat. Her eyes rolled in their sockets, gushing tears. I wound my hand into her hair, yanked her head back, and cut her throat yet again. Then I tore the counterpane free from my side of the bed and wrapped it over her head, catching all but the first pulse from her jugular. My face had caught that spray, and hot blood now dripped from my chin, nose, and eyebrows.
    Behind me, Henrys shrieks ceased. I turned around and saw that God had taken pity on him (assuming He had not turned His face away when He saw what we were about): he had fainted. Her thrashings began to weaken. At last she lay still but I remained on top of her, pressing down with the counterpane, now soaked with her blood. I reminded myself that she had never done anything easily. And I was right. After thirty seconds (the tinny mail-order clock counted them off), she gave another heave, this time bowing her back so strenuously that she almost threw me off. Ride em, Cowboy, I thought. Or perhaps I said it aloud. That I cant remember, God help me. Everything else, but not that.
    She subsided. I counted another thirty tinny ticks, then thirty after that, for good measure. On the floor, Henry stirred and groaned. He began to sit up, then thought better of it. He crawled into the farthest corner of the room and curled in a ball.
    Henry? I said.
    Nothing from the curled shape in the corner.
    Henry, shes dead. Shes dead and I need help.
    Nothing still.
    Henry, its too late to turn back now. The deed is done. If you dont want to go to prison-and your father to the electric chair-then get on your feet and help me.
    He staggered toward the bed. His hair had fallen into his eyes; they glittered through the sweat-clumped locks like the eyes of an animal hiding in the bushes. He licked his lips repeatedly.
    Dont step in the blood. Weve got more of a mess to clean up in here than I wanted, but we can take care of it. If we dont track it all through the house, that is.
    Do I have to look at her? Poppa, do I have to look?
    No. Neither of us do.
    We rolled her up, making the counterpane her shroud. Once it was done, I realized we couldnt carry her through the house that way; in my half-plans and daydreams, I had seen no more than a discreet thread of blood marring the counterpane where her cut throat (her neatly cut throat) lay beneath. I had not foreseen or even considered the reality: the white counterpane was a blackish-purple in the dim room, oozing blood as a bloated sponge will ooze water.
    There was a quilt in the closet. I could not suppress a brief thought of what my mother would think if she could see what use I was making of that lovingly stitched wedding present. I laid it on the floor. We dropped Arlette onto it. Then we rolled her up.
    Quick, I said. Before this starts to drip, too. No wait go for a lamp.
    He was gone so long that I began to fear hed run away. Then I saw the light come bobbing down the short hall past his bedroom and to the one Arlette and I shared. Had