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Michelle a nod every now and then to say, I’m fine, stop worrying about me.
    Vita Whitbury, way past midnight, all on her own. Not that it seems that way, with the riot of Tim thoughts filling her head. Infidelity, lies, deceit. She tried to rationalize that Tim’s life was the same but the cast around him had changed. And though his life sounded lairy, uncouth, un savoury and diametrically opposed to all Vita hoped for in her own, a niggle remained to taunt her. Suzie was still on the scene. Of all the people – why had it to be her?
    Vita wonders, Why do I still feel I could have done more to inspire him not to stray? Why do I still feel it’s a failing, an inadequacy, on my part?
    And she wonders, How does his happiness graph look these days?
    And she wonders, Where has my self-esteem gone?
    And how am I to get it back?
    She reaches to the bedside table and takes her pad of Post-its and a pen.
    Phone Tim
    She reads what she’s written. Then she adds DON’T at the start, scratching the letters down hard. She switches off the light and tucks down. She can see the pear tree, the blossom ethereal in the moonlight. It’s one of the things she really likes about her house – she doesn’t need to close the curtains and be surrounded by darkness at the end of the day.

Tinker, Spike and Boz
    ‘Can I get a lift to school?’
    Oliver raised his eyebrow at his son. ‘Again, please?’
    Jonty groaned and thought, Yeah, yeah, I know, Mum would make me ask again – at much the same time as his father was saying precisely that. Jonty thought, Give us a break, Dad. But he knew his father was right because his mother had been right too. He cleared his throat and gave a quick toss of his head to flick his long fringe away from his face. ‘ May I have a lift to school, please?’
    Oliver smiled. ‘Of course.’
    ‘What use is textbook grammar when we communicate more by text messages anyway?’ Jonty murmured, shuffling into his blazer and hoicking his schoolbag over one shoulder.
    ‘It’s not about the grammar, per se,’ said Oliver. ‘It’s about laziness, it’s about apathy. That’s why I hate all this texting business – not bothering with vowels because consonants will do because y’know wha’ I mean .’
    ‘ Innit ,’ Jonty said and they laughed together. ‘Language evolves, Dad. “Chav” is in the dictionary. L8R looks good – it’s clever.’
    ‘It’s a fad.’
    ‘You sound like an old fart.’
    ‘I am an old fart. Believe me – you’d rather have an old fart for a dad than some divvy trying to be cool. Far more embarrassing.’
    ‘Who the heck says “divvy”!’
    ‘I do.’
    ‘Don’t say it again.’
    ‘Pillock.’
    ‘That’s worse, Dad.’
    ‘I know. It’s my job to annoy you like it’s your job to wind me up.’
    Jonty thought, Actually, my dad is cool and he doesn’t wind me up all that much.
    ‘Come on, kiddo, let’s go. Have you got money for lunch?’
    ‘Father!’ Jonty remonstrated. ‘Again, please!’
    Oliver coshed him softly. ‘ Do you have money for lunch?’
    Watching Jonty lope off towards school with his mates, all of them in skinny trousers slung low, schoolbags as beat up as possible, hair lank and long and dyed darker than necessary, Oliver thought to himself how, had DeeDee still been here, he would probably be the one coping with their son’s teenagerisms the better, and it might well have caused a degree of antagonism between them. She’d have been much more You can’t go out looking like that at Jonty. She’d have said, Oliver! You speak to him! Oliver might have been caught in the crossfire. It gave him a lift to know he was doing all right as a dad to a teenage son. He liked to sense DeeDee’s approval. It was very odd to feel that these days Dead DeeDee possibly liked him more than DeeDee Living might have done.
    Oh, but what I’d give for a little healthy real-life snippiness, Oliver thought as he headed off for his yard. What I’d give to hear