those.â
âMaybe a cafeteria and bunk room?â Jase suggested.
âYou can help me with those if you want.â Leaving Emily speechless where she sat, Davey gently lifted the new addition and carried it to the bookshelf. With Jaseâs help, he slid it into place with a satisfied nod. âIâm hungry. Can we eat?â he asked, turning to Emily.
âSure thing,â she agreed. âGrammy, Uncle Noah and Aunt Katie are waiting.â Her family was used to waiting as transitions were one of Daveyâs biggest challenges. Sometimes it took long minutes to disengage him from a project.
Her son stepped forward, his arms ramrod straight at his sides. âItâs time, Mommy. Iâm ready.â
She almost laughed at the confusion clouding Jaseâs gaze. People went in front of a firing squad with more enthusiasm than Davey displayed right now. It would have been funny if this ritual didnât break her heart the tiniest bit. Embarrassment flooded through her at what Jase might think, but the reward was too high to worry about a little humiliation.
She rose to her knees and opened her arms. Davey stepped forward and she pulled him close, burying her nose in his neck to breathe him in as she gave him a gentle hug. A few moments were all he could handle before he squirmed in her embrace. âI love you,â she whispered before letting him go.
He met her gaze. âI know,â he answered simply, then turned and walked out of the room.
She stood, wiping her cheeks. Why bother to hide the tears? Sheâd left the lionâs share of her pride, along with most of her other possessions, back in Boston.
âSorry,â she said to Jase, knowing her smile was watery at best. Emily might be considered beautiful, but she was an ugly crier. âItâs a deal he and I have. Every time he finishes a set, I get a hug. A real one.â
âEmily,â he whispered.
âDonât say anything about it, please. I canât afford to lose it now. Itâs dinnertime, and I donât need to give my family one more reason to worry about me.â
A muscle ticked in his jaw, but he nodded. âIn case no one has said it lately,â he said as she moved past, âyour ex-husband may be political royalty, but heâs also a royal ass. You deserve to be loved better.â The deep timbre of his voice rumbled through her like a cool waterfall, both refreshing and fierce in its power.
She shivered but didnât stop walking out of the room. Reality kept her moving forward. Davey was her full reason for being now. There was no use considering what she did or didnât deserve.
Chapter Three
âI s that you, Jase?â
âYeah, Dad.â Jase slipped into the darkened trailer and flipped on the light. âIâm here. Howâs it going?â
âI could use a beer,â Declan Crenshaw said with a raspy laugh. âOr a bottle of whiskey. Any chance you brought whiskey?â
His father was sprawled on the threadbare couch that had rested against the thin wall of the mobile home since Jase could remember. Nothing in the cramped space had changed from the time theyâd first moved in. The trailerâs main room was tiny, barely larger than the dorm room Jase had lived in his first year at the University of Denver. From the front door he could see back to the bedroom on one side and through the efficiency kitchen with its scratched Formica counters and grainy wood cabinets to the family room on the other.
âNo alcohol.â He was used to denying his dadâs requests for liquor. Declan had been two years sober and Jase was hopeful this one was going to stick. He was doing everything in his power to make sure it did. Checking on his dad every night was just part of it. âHow about water or a cup of tea?â
âDo I look like the queen of England?â Declan picked up the potato chip bag resting next to him on the