desperate, baby and that you didn’t know how else to ask for what you need ed. I also know you’ve learned your lesson about answering ad’s from strange men, about meeting with strange men alone, and that you learned that lesson in a way I truly wish you hadn’t.”
“I know it was stupid,” she berated herself.
“You were lost and confused, honey. I’m just thankful that Lyle didn’t permanently turn you off the kind of relationship you need. And I can never thank Kevin enough for introducing us.”
She smiled a little. “I feel the same way. I was so horribly embarrassed that Kevin knew a bo ut me, about what I wanted. When he found me that day, I thought I would die. I never wanted to see him again.”
“Believe me, baby, as a police officer; Kevin has seen a lot of things during his time. The fact that he is a dom gave him the background to know what was going on when he walked in and found you.”
Ally shuddered, not wanting to remember that day, but it was forever etched in her mind. Lyle hadn’t turned out to be the man she’d hoped for. Oh, for a start he’d seemed like her dream man. Strong, confident, stern. He’d taken her on a few dates, swiftly taking over everything.
She ate what he wanted her to . Slept when he told her to. Worked long hours and handed over all her money to him. He’d moved her into his apartment . Ostensibly so he could look after her better. But she’d soon realized it was so she could become his slave.
Ally had soon ended up doing everything. The washing, cleaning, cooking, and working. Lyle had lost his job soon after she’d moved in. She wouldn’t have been surprised if he’d been fired.
“He was a lazy, no-good asshole,” Jake said harshly. She jolted a little, unused to hearing him swear.
“I know. But he also introduced me to age play.”
She’d never heard about it, not until Lyle had brought it up . She thought she’d find it weird and disgusting . Instead, she’d been intrigued by the idea of becoming a little girl, of having a Daddy to take care of her.
“And he abused you with it.”
She stared down at his hand holding hers. It was large, but the fingers were thin and long. Elegant. Beautiful. Like Jake. She was so lucky to have him.
“Not always. For a start I enjoyed being little Ally with Lyle . But then he started using i t as punishment, leaving me tied up for hours, making me wear a diaper out in public, humiliating me.”
Jake rubbed his thumb over the top of her hand, soothing her.
“The day Kevin found me I had a diaper on and nothing else. I’d been tied to the bed for hours.” She let out a little sob. “I was a mess. Lyle wouldn’t change me, wouldn’t feed me, he just left me there and when I complained, he-he…”
“He what, honey?” Jake asked even though she’d told him all this before.
“He hit me, over and over. I screamed. The neighbors heard me and called the police. That’s when Kevin came.”
And her life had changed forever. For the better.
“Kevin never gave up on me. He visited me in the hospital. I didn’t want to see him. I never wanted to see him again. But he wouldn’t take that from me. He helped me find an apartment, called me a few times a week. We became friends. I didn’t have any friends left by that stage, Lyle had forced me to cut off all ties with any friends I’d had before meeting him. T hen one day, about a year after he’d rescued me, Kevin sat me down. Told me he could help me find what I w as looking for. A man who would truly take care of me and fulfil all my need s . I thought he meant himself. I was horrified. He was like a brother to me. ”
She laughed a little. “ But he didn’t mean himself . He was horrified when I tried to let him down gently. ”
“He meant me , ” Jake said.
She smiled, looking into his gorgeous eyes. “Yes. It took some convincing for me to agree to meet you , but I loved Kevin, I trusted him and I knew he wouldn’t let anyone hurt