her.â
Ellenâs words brought him back to reality, and he laughed. He wrapped his arm around her shoulders and pulled her close. âWas it that obvious? I donât know what it is about her, but I canât shake the feeling sheâs different from anyone Iâve ever known.â
âIâve known her mama since we were girls, and I knew her father too. He died a few years back. I never expected Julia to come back here to live. She never visited much after she left.â Ellen put her hand over her lips to stifle a yawn. âBut I guess itâs none of my business. So I think Iâll just git myself to bed.â
Ellen patted Alexâs hand resting on her shoulder and turned to reenter the house, but he reached out and stopped her. âEllen, itâs so good to be home for the summer. To be here with you.â
âIâm right glad to have you home.â
His arm tightened around her shoulder, and he pulled her closer. âBut Iâm not going to stay, and thatâs bothering me. I donât feel right about leaving you to take care of the farm when I join Mr. Buckleyâs law firm in Memphis. On the other hand, Iâll be making more money than weâve ever made on the farm, and I can take care of you better. But I worry about you here alone. I wish youâd come to Memphis with me.â
Ellen reached out and patted his arm. âWeâve talked about this before, and you know my answerâs always gonna be the same. This is my home. I could never leave it. You werenât meant to stay here forever. God gave you a love of the law, and youâre going to make a great lawyer. Iâm so proud of you.â
âI worried about you all the time I was in school, but I kept thinking that it would all be worth it when I graduated. Now that I have a job, we can get a house in Memphis and be together again. You wonât be alone here on the farm.â
A laugh rumbled in her throat. âAlone? I ainât seen a day yet that I was alone. Ever since you brought Augie home after his pa left him, Iâve had him under my feet. I have to admit, though, Iâve loved every minute of it. He ainât going nowhere, and neither am I.â
âI do feel better knowing heâs here. What if he decides to get married and move out? What then?â
âMarried? I donât think thatâs going to happen any time soon. That boy canât even talk to a girl without swallowing his tongue. But if it does, itâll be fine. The important thing to remember, Alex, is that we have to do what God wants. Right now Heâs put you on a path to work at a law firm in Memphis and me on one to stay right here. If we trust Him, then things will work out for the best.â
He exhaled a slow breath before he leaned over and kissed her cheek. âThank you, Ellen. You have a way of making me see things clearer. No matter where I go or where I work, I promise Iâll always take care of you. I love you.â
âI love you too. Now Iâm goinâ to bed. You have sweet dreams.â
âGood night.â
Alex waited until Ellen had disappeared into the house before he turned and stared into the night. The moonlight danced across the young cotton plants that lined the straight rows of the field next to the house. Thank goodness for Augie and the tenant farmers who lived on their land. He could trust them to keep the farm going, but Ellen was his responsibility. She was more than his sister. She was his compass and had steered him in the right direction all his life. With the money heâd be making, he finally had the opportunity to repay her for all sheâd done for him.
His heart stilled, and the old resolve flowed into his heart. He intended to work hard and show Mr. Buckley he was a good candidate for partner in the firm. If he achieved that, he would be able to take care of Ellen for the rest of her life.
Sarah didnât think