pretty fast. And she made me stop. Okay, I can see making me stop. But then she said, âNow go back to the library, and let me see you walk down the hall like a young lady.â It was so demeaning. Like I was two. And the bell rang, and she still kept watching me to see if I was walking slowly enough to please her, and I was late for pre-algebra.â
âShe called me âmissy,ââ Sierra confessed.
âI hate her,â Lexi said.
âI hate her, too.â
Sierra didnât feel like calling Celeste. Celesteâs silence at the lunch table had felt so superior, even smug. But if Sierra didnât get back to Celeste, Celeste would just keep texting.
âYou werenât in French,â Celeste said as soon as she answered her phone. âAnd I heard you werenât in art or science either.â
âWell, you know Ms. Lin.â Sierra tried to put the best face on it. âSheâs such a stickler for rules. She just has this huge thing about them, so I had to sit there forever to wait for Mr. Besser, and then I couldnât really talk to him anyway.â
âAre they going to let you go to school tomorrow?â
The question punched Sierra like a fist in the stomach. What if she didnât get to go to class tomorrow, or the next day, or the day after that? What if she really did get expelled and never returned to any of her classes ever again?
She couldnât let herself think that way.
âOf course!â
âThen why wouldnât they let you go to class this afternoon?â
âBecause Ms. Linâs crazy.â Sierra still couldnât bring herself to use Lexiâs word. âAnd Mr. Besser was busy in a meeting with this other principal who was doing a tour of our school to get ideas for his school.â
âSierra,â Celeste said as if she were a grownup trying to get a childâs attention. âDonât you get it? If anyone brings a knife to school, for whatever reason , they get expelled. You could get expelled for this.â
Sierraâs chest tightened. What if Em was wrong and Celeste was right?
âLook,â Sierra snapped. âTheyâre not going to expel someone for a total and complete mistake! Anyway, Iâve got to go. I have a ton of homework.â
âOkay,â Celeste said mildly. But then she asked, âSo youâll be at choir?â
Sierra wasnât going to be at choir tomorrow morning. During the before-school choir practice, she was going to be in a conference with Mr. Besser and her parents. But she couldnât bear to say that to Celeste.
âSure,â Sierra said with false bravado. âSee you then.â
Maybe sheâd be done with the meeting in time to get to choir after all.
Or maybe sheâd never be allowed to go to a choir practice ever again.
She pulled Cornflake close to her after she hung up the phone, wanting the comfort of the catâs warm, plump body cuddled against her, but Cornflake struggled out of Sierraâs embrace and stalked away.
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Sierra had thought her dad might come home earlyâshe knew her mother had called him at the officeâbut he stayed at work even later than usual, so Sierra and her mother had dinner alone. She heard his car pulling into the garage at half past eight and hurried downstairs to see him.
Before he even took off his coat he said, âSorry Iâm late. Weâre just two days away from trial on the Wilson case. I had to take care of some things tonight in order to clear my calendar for tomorrow morning so that I can go into school with you and your mother and see what the hell is going on there.â
âI saved you some taco casserole,â Sierraâs mother told him.
He waved her away. âWe had dinner delivered at the office. Sierra, honey, you tell me everything that happened. Okay? Every single thing.â
Sierraâs mom hung his coat for him in the hall closet