Kareemâs waiting there.
âYâall open?â
âGo home, Kareem. We closed, for good.â
He walks in anyhow.
âBut what you gonna do with all them cookies?â His tongue sticks out the side of his mouth. âAnd how âbout those?â Heâs pointing to the Slim Jims and cheese packs in jars on the counter.
Kareem is like I was when I was littleâalways here at the store. But he donât just come for candy. He comes and tells me things. They found one of my grandfatherâs shoes, thanks to him. It was in a vacant building; cut wide open, toe to toe. Grown-ups in this neighborhood donât snitch. But little kids sometimes do. I never asked Kareem how he knew the shoe was there. He just told the police he was playing and he saw it. So anything he wants from me, he can have. I remember that and reach for the cookie jar.
Kareem is nine, and little for his age. He wobbles when he walks. My grandmother says heâll be a little person when he grows up. Sheâs wrong. Heâs already a little person. He was born that way. Because heâs little he overdoes everything, like driving his dadâs car five miles once and crashing it. Or sneaking out the house one night, and ending up in the police station with some guys twice his age. Kareem is the one who gave me Melvinâs name and address; the guy who almost cut me today. âDonât do me no more favors, Kareem. I almost got killed today because of you.â I sit on a stool and tell him everything.
âI thought it was him,â he says, finishing his cookie. âYou sure he ainât do it?â He sits on my grandfatherâs stool and tells me that weâre gonna find the right person for sure if we donât give up. Then he asks me to open the big jar on the counter.
âPickled eggs never rot or nothing. They keep âem in the store like for a year before they throw âem out.â His short, fat fingers go straight for the biggest, slipperiest egg. Then he tells me about the time he put six eggs in his mouth at once. Kareem makes things up sometimes. He lies, I guess you could say. But heâs a kid, so I figure itâs okay. And he wants to be big inside, my grandfather used to tell me. He would let him run the cash register, since the thing about Kareem is that he knows more about money than the people who run the numbers house six blocks away, I bet. And he knows everybody and all the streets around here, too.
I get to work, standing seven grocery bags in the middle of the floor and putting candy in them. Hereâs what I figure: Iâll give some to Kareem and his sisters, then knock on doors and just give the rest away.
âWhat about Llee?â Kareem asks. âHe wants some.â
Itâs like Llee and Kareem planned it, because right then Llee shows up. âYou giving stuff away today?â he asks.
I look at Kareem, then at Llee, who is seven and a half. Just like me and Kareem, he canât stay away from this store. âWhere we gonna get candy now?â Kareem wants to know. Llee asks why they canât get candy here. Kareem explains. I keep working, taking down the frame on the wall with the first dollar bill my grandfather ever made. Iâll put that in my room.
They eat and talk and try to change my mind. And then Llee says, âI know who killed Mr. Jenson.â
Heâs said it before. Iâm not falling for it again, especially after today. So I change the subject and bring up the Boy Scouts. Iâm starting a troop for them this summer. A few minutes later, Llee and Kareem bring up the shooting again. Itâs always on their minds. Thereâs something wrong with that, I think, little kids always talking about death.
Kareem starts talking about my grandfatherâs shoes. âYou think who killed him spent the money?â he asks.
Granddad wore penny loafers. There were nickels in them that my great-grandmother