the idea of sending me off to a state which had just that spring declared civil unions legal. Whatever racism heâd inherited from his daddy had been rubbed away after thirty years of working at the hardware store, where, he liked to say, you could see who was doing the hard work and who wasnât, and who built straight and who built crooked. But he still had a blind eye in the direction of people loving their own kind. âYou watch out,â heâd said when I was packed and the car loaded for the drive, âup there anybody can marry anybody.â
âI went to see Aunt May,â I told them. âShe served hot tea, and gave me a book on trees.â
âThatâs her being a librarian,â Mom explained.
âWhat? Her heating up the tea?â Daddy interrupted.
I said, âIâm not sure she remembered that I was supposed to be up hereâshe seemed surprised to see me.â
âNow donât you go casting a stone about the treatment you got, hear? So many different apples fell off our family tree we could change our name to Newton. Sheâll look after you.â
âShe didnât like the idea of me bringing the puppy inside.â
âWell, of course,â Mom nearly shouted, âshe doesnât want to have a dog in her house. Didnât you listen to what I told you? Didnât you read Bert Greenwoodâs books which I sent you up there with two of? Those mysteries, every single one, has some kind of bad-dog event in the past of somebody, somebody deceased or maybe the suspect, and this judge always has to retire to his chambers to get over hearing about it, before solving the case. He sometimes has to have a glass of bourbon, and your daddy, who is on the other line listening in, says to ask you, Do they drink bourbon up there in Vermont, he thinks itâs only in the South.â
I hadnât read the books, which probably were still in the unpacked box in the trunk of the car. I remembered they were all set in a little town in Vermont, spelled like CHARlotte, the town in North Carolina, but pronounced CharLOTTE. They all had titles which sounded like something youâd heard before, which I guess was the point: Charlotteâs Web, Charlotte Ruse, The Prisoner of Charlotte. But if Bert Greenwood or anybody was living with Aunt May, I didnât have an inkling of it.
I had to admit to Mom that I hadnât got around to reading the mysteries yet, but promised her I would soon. âIâve been spending all my time with Beulah,â I explained, and patted my trusty puppy who, hearing her name, had padded over to stand beside me. Good girl.
âBeulah?â Daddyâs voice broke in.
âThe dog, Talbot,â she said. âThe dog.â Then, just when sheâd shooed him off the line and I thought the call was over, Mom added in a whisper: âHon, thereâs some news you might not want to be hearing, so stop me if youâre going to get upset.â
5
IâD KNOWN MILLIE Dawson longer than Iâd known Curtis. She had been a thorn in my side from grammar school through high school. At least that was my side of the story. Sheâd sat behind me in homeroom, and always had to ask the teacher if she could move in front of me so she could see the board or if Iâd just remove my head. She was one of those girls that the rest of us had a jealousy just looking at: a waist about the diameter of my ankle bone, boobs like cup cakes, hair that bounced even when she sat still. Bitsy and limber and energetic, she could do the split and jumping jacks, and made meâa pretty good athlete actuallyâfeel large and lumbering.
Sheâd been wild in love with Curtis Prentice forever, and when, our senior year, heâd asked me to the senior all-night party instead, I didnât have a guilty minute. I figured she couldâve had anybody in the state of South Carolina she wanted. I never spent an instant