lifted the ribbon from his hand. As the silk slid across her palm, she thought of braiding Sarahâs hair and telling the deputy to buy his daughter something pretty. Had he bought ribbons for Sarah, too? She hoped so.
Tobias gripped her hand. âWe came to Cheyenne for a fresh start. If a manâs interested in youââ
âPapa!â
âIâm serious, Pearl.â He pushed to his feet, crossed to a mirror etched with leaves and faced her. âIf your mother were alive, sheâd know what to say. Iâm not much good atwoman talk, but I know one thing for certain.â He paused, daring her to ask and forcing her to listen.
âWhatâs that?â she finally said.
âA man sends a gift to a woman for just one reason.â
âHe had one.â She nudged the card with her finger. âHeâs saying thank-you.â
Her father harrumphed.
Pearl wanted to fire back a retort, but she couldnât look her father in the eye. Deep down, she wanted to believe him. How would it feel to be properly courted? Blinking, she flashed back to Denver. Two days ago sheâd caught the bouquet at her best friendâs wedding. Sheâd imaginedâjust for an instantâwearing a fancy dress and saying âI doâ to a faceless man. That man wasnât faceless now. He had green eyes.
Pearl placed the cobalt ribbon on top of the others. âIâm a daydreaming fool.â
âNo, youâre not,â her father insisted.
Could he be right? Did she have a chance at love? Looking at the ribbons, she thought of all the things the gift could mean. Hair ribbons could be casual or personal, practical or romantic. She thought of the card and how heâd signed it. âDeputy Mattâ echoed âMiss Pearl,â a sign that heâd understood her need for discretion and accepted it. She thought of the purpose in his eyes as heâd said goodbye. Were the ribbons more than a thank-you? Was he asking the first sweet question between a man and woman?
What ifâ¦
She didnât know, but she wanted to find out. Never mind the fear chilling her feet. Never mind the threat of humiliation. Matt Wiley had called her a woman of uncommon courage. Like her father said, sheâd come to Cheyenne to start a new life for her son. Most important of all, she had faith in the God of second chances. She touched the cardwith her fingertip, then looked up at her father. âI suppose I should send a thank-you note.â
âThat would be very fitting.â
âItâs justâ¦â She shrugged.
âJust what?â her father said gently.
âItâs hard to start over.â
He lowered his chin as if she were Sarahâs age. âThatâs true, but we worship a God who loves his children. I canât explain what happened to you, Pearl. It was hurtful and ugly and Iâll never forgive myselfââ
âDonât say that.â She didnât blame her father for the violence sheâd suffered. She blamed Franklin Dean for being evil.
He held up one hand. âLet me finish.â
She obeyed but only out of habit.
âGod has a plan for your life,â he said. âItâs good, but you need the courage to walk that path. You can do it, Pearl. Youâre brave and smart and as beautiful as your mother. Any man in Cheyenne would be blessed to have you for a wife.â
She wanted to believe him, but her father saw her through rose-colored lenses. When he kissed her good-night, he still called her âprincess.â Even so, she smiled at him. âThank you, Papa.â
âNow go write that note.â
Her stomach twisted. âI donât knowââ
âI do.â Tobias aimed his thumb at the secretary in the corner. âGet busy. Weâll ask the clerk to deliver it when we leave to see Carrie.â
âIf youâre sureâ¦â
âIâm positive.â He gave