seizes my head, tilting it one way and another. Shines a light in my eyes, checks the pupils. I have the discomforting thought that heâs looking for the imposter beneath the skin.
âYour father is on his way.â
Good.
âGood.â
I rinse my body in the shower stalls, and use the moment to access Traciâs subfile by pressing the subdermal chip behind my ear. A lavender flower of access tabs blossoms in my eyes, and I gorge on the info train. This bodyâs identity is registered to a Peter J. Bayne, son of Matthew and Jessica. I wash my hair with the facilityâs shampoo, prodding data bits of Peterâs life, interests and habits constructed piecemeal by Traciâs hack team.
Iâm toweling off when I complete my overview of Peter Bayneâs e-mails. Thereâs a fogged mirror in the stall, and I wipe it clear. A strange blond teenager looks out at me from the frame.
The thing is, I want to dislike this kid but I find it difficult to. He is nineteen. He subscribes to multiple samurai sensoramics, especially ones where he gets to play the lone ronin helping out impoverished villages. He likes to hike. His e-mail confessions indicate he hates his father.
The mirrored smile on my face makes me sick.
W hen I emerge, dressed in Peterâs ghastly choice of neo-Victorian attire, I go straight to the waiting room and meet Matthew Bayne, the new identity of Corporal Peznowski.
âPeter!â
Years back, Iâd read an article in Nowire about why resurrectees make certain new body choices. An unsurprising eighty-one percent select the same shellâminor alterations notwithstanding. The remaining nineteen percent purchase entirely new bodies of calculated antithesis to what they were born into. Blondes into brunettes, women into men, short into tall, racial switchingâ¦
Corporal Peznowski has defied the stats. Heâs taller, and traded his steel-gray hair for brown curls. Heâs still white, and sports black-rimmed glasses stylish among the self-identified intellectuals. But the face isnât really so different from what he wore in his last life. Heâs gone from Nordic looks to a swarthy Portuguese genotype while keeping the general mix of features in eerie reminiscence of his birth face. Clever, this attempt at ducking pattern sniffers.
âPeter!â he says again, embracing me warmly. His cologne stuffs my nose. âLet me look at you. How does it feel? All checked up, no worries?â
âSure.â
He looks me over, concentrating on my eyes. The worm in my stomach flips around. There hasnât been time to study my new identityâs speech patterns and word choices, so Iâm determined to be as monosyllabic as possible. But what about the eyes? Matthew Bayneâs eyes were the same as Corporal Peznowskiâs . There is no mistaking them. I had looked into those eyes too often to miss the gray, hard, glassy stare thatâs part calculator and part sadist. He seemed to regard everything as if it was potential food, to be weighed, smelled and eventually cut up and devoured.
âCome on,â he says gladly, âMom wasnât expecting you until next week. You were fifteenth on the waiting list, but I pulled a few strings. Letâs give her a surprise!â
I force a smile. Endorphins flap in my chest, my movements strain in odd directions as if tugged by elastic bands. Peterâs muscle memory and hormones will be a problem. Add them to the damn list.
Peznowski/Bayne signs the release at the reception desk, and we depart together, father and son, through a corridor smelling of disinfectant. We step outside.
Itâs the enclosed âoutsideâ of a Martian colony. Everything is built economically crammed together, replicating the appearance of a Middle Eastern medina. The narrow street is beset on each side by a mallâs worth of shops, balcony markets, squat offices and a monorail station.
Peznowski leads us