almost shy, and when he turned back, her pale blue eyes were clear as glass. âHavenât you ever . . . wanted something else?â
âElse?â
âYou used to talk about going to sea.â The words made something tighten deep in his chest. Why was she bringing that up?
âWhat I want,â he said, more sharply than he meant,âis for us not to starve. What I want is for us to get this hicca in. Thatâs how we honor our fatherâs memory, Skyla, not by bowing and bending on the prayer hill.â
âAnd what do you think I want?â
She was serious, he could see that, but heâd never thought of Skyla wanting anything more than what was right here under their feet. He was the one who wanted moreânot that heâd ever get it now.
Ryder shrugged. âWhat do you want?â His mind was a blank. âHow should I know? To get married, I guess. To some boy. Have babies and nice dresses.â
âBy the twins, how can you be my brother and know nothing about me?â
âWell, what do you want, then?â
He was baffled by the tears that were suddenly glistening in her eyes. For the first time, he noticed how tall and wiry his sister had grown in the past year, how womanish she was looking, even in her too-big menâs leggings.
âAre you angry because I wouldnât let you buy that cloth for a new set of prayer clothes?â
Skylaâs cheeks went crimson. She looked at the sky as if there were someone up there who could witness his stupidity. Then she turned on her heel without answering and stormed down the hill, her long braid flicking back and forth behind her.
âNow what did I do?â he yelled.
Skyla turned again and shouted up to him. âYou know, Ryder, you talk and talk about âhonoring our father,â but I remember how it was. Every time he told one of the old stories, every time he spoke about the Goddess, or about Aata and Aayse, it was all you could do to keep from laughing out loud.â
âThatâs not true,â he sputtered. âI never laughed at Fa.â
âYou and Mabis loved to sit up there on your high perch and laugh at everyone below you. âHow stupid people are to believe in things. How much better we are than everyone else.ââ Skyla put her hands on her hips. âWell, Fa was one of those people and so am I. And now so is Mabis! Youâre all alone on your high perch, Ryder. Enjoy the solitude!â
Ryder went back to working the hill, up one row and down the other, but his usual songs didnât come to him now, and he couldnât get Skylaâs words out of his mind. Girls were irrational creatures. You never knew what you did to make them angry, and they never just came out and told you.
Above him on the prayer hill, Skyla and Pima were stretching out their arms, beginning the sun position, the first part of Aataâs prayer. From a distance, one looked like a miniature version of the other, with their long, skinny limbs and hair the color of the fields.
âPrayer hill,â he muttered. âNext year Iâll plant hicca up there. Get us five more sacks of flour.â
Pima saw him looking and waved, jumping up and down in the grass. âHey, Ry-der!â she yelled.
He thought of yelling backâthat would really annoy Skylaâbut instead he smiled and put a finger to his lips; Aataâs prayer was supposed to be silent. Pima put her hand over her mouth, remembering, then stretched her arms out and bowed low, lifting one wobbly leg behind her. Next to her, Skylaâs pose was as steady and graceful as a statue in the village shrine. It was a pretty sight, Ryder had to admit. Behind the girls, the jagged mountains rose up dramatically, scarlet with zanthias in seed.
The witches are in their reds . Ryder thought he had heard the expression recently, but he couldnât remember where. With a sigh, he turned from the view and went back to