followed Daniel into the pub, but that could be a mistake. She needed to plan this carefully. Find out how the land lay before she approached him.
Maura knew that the one night they had shared during an air raid in Liverpool had meant nothing to Daniel. She had been on the brink of suicide, so desperate that she had begged him to make love to her when they ended up sharing a bed, because she was too drunk to look after herself.
But Daniel could have refused her! Maura hardened her heart. She was sick of working for poor wages and going without. She wanted her own hairdressing business, and Daniel Searles could buy it for her. He had plenty of money and if she got it right, he would be glad to pay her to keep his secret.
She imagined he had married the girl heâd been engaged to when he spent that night with her. Maura wasnât above blackmail if need be, but perhaps he would simply give her the money. She would take the bus to Stretton another day and ask some questions. Once she knew a bit more about his life, she would approach him.
Smiling, Maura walked in the opposite direction. It looked as if things were turning her way. She hadnât even been sure Daniel Searles had survived the war, but now she knew that he was alive and still living in the area she could make plans for the future.
Alice spent the day washing, cooking and looking after her two youngest children. When Daniel came in she was so tired that her head had started to ache. These days she never seemed to have a minute for herself and she was conscious of the fact that she had vomit all over her blouse. Sheâd meant to change and smarten herself up before Daniel came home but little Sally was teething and she hadnât stopped crying all afternoon.
âWhatâs for dinner, love?â Daniel asked. âSomething smells good.â
âIâve got a steak and kidney pie in the oven,â Alice said. âSally has been crying all day. I havenât had a minute to sit down!â
âYou work too hard. You should have someone in to help you for a few hours a day, Alice. You look tired . . .â
âThatâs right, rub it in,â Alice snapped. âI know I look a mess but I havenât had time to change â anyway, I donât have anything worth wearing.â
âYou should say if you want a new dress . . .â Daniel frowned as he walked towards her. He reached out for her but the stink of the babyâs vomit made him change his mind and move back. âI know things are tight, but you have the egg money.â
âThat goes on the children,â Alice said. Tears started to her eyes but she dashed them away angrily. âI donât have help because we canât afford it, Daniel. You know we canât.â
âWe can afford a few bob,â Daniel said. âIâve almost finished doing up that roadster I bought cheap. When I sell it Iâll give you half the money. You can get your hair done and buy some new clothes â and Iâll find someone to come in for a few hours a week.â
âYou donât have to do all this just because Connor told you to take me on holiday.â Alice looked at him angrily.
âYou know that isnât the reason,â Daniel said and took her into his arms despite the acrid smell that hung about her. âI love you, Alice. I may not always remember to tell you, and I know things havenât been easy since I came back, but Iâm doing my best and Iâve nearly cleared my debts. Once Iâm out of that, things will get better.â
âIâm not complaining,â Alice said. âI know you do your best. Iâm not bothered about the new clothes, but perhaps we should have someone in to help a couple of mornings a week. If I had help with the washing and ironing, it would make things easier.â
âItâs hard work for you with that old mangle and the copper,â Daniel said.