into exotic Wyla and made her feel truly like a different person.
Out on the town.
Nightclubbing.
And thatâs where Willow had met Tyler Chadwick. At a blues club.
She and Becky had recognized him from the rodeo earlier in the evening. He was one of the bronco riders. The drop-dead gorgeous bronco rider with the derriere to die for. The one who had won.
By that time, Becky had had enough champagne to lower all her inhibitions, and sheâd suggested they invite him to join them.
Willow, who had been feeling no pain herself, hadnât put up too much of a fight.
âJust donât let him know we know who he is,â Becky had whispered to Willow before leaving their table. âHeâll get a swelled head if he thinks we think heâs somebody.â
And thatâs how it had happened.
Tyler Chadwick had taken them up on the offer and joined them.
But from the minute he sat down, his focus had been on Willow.
Or actually, on Wyla.
Becky hadnât minded. Not long after it had become clear that Tyler Chadwick preferred Willow, another man had begun to show an interest in Becky, and sheâd gone to sit at the bar with him, leaving Willow and Tyler alone.
Wyla and Tyler.
Which was when Willow had discovered that her new Wyla persona could be quite a flirt.
And not only that, she could be coy and cute and coquettish, too.
She could even be sexy.
It had all seemed innocent enough. It had been Wyla doing it, not her. Wyla who was laughing that high-pitched laugh. Wyla who was putting her hand on Tylerâs arm. Wyla who was drinking so much champagneâ¦
It wasnât completely clear in Willowâs mind how sheâd gone from that innocent flirtation in the bar to Tyler Chadwickâs room in the hotel next door. But that was where sheâd ended up. In the suite he and his brother were sharing, because of some glitch in their reservation that had upgraded them.
Which meant that he had a bedroom to himself.
A bedroom in which he and WillowâWylaâhad had a wild night of passion.
Mindless passion, as Willowâs head had been filled only with thoughts of Tyler Chadwick and all he was doing to her that made her feel so, so good.
So, so unlike herself.
So unlike herself that after a second round of love-making just after the sun had come up, when Tyler had fallen asleep again, she hadnât been able to believe what sheâd done.
It wasnât merely uncharacteristic behavior. It was complete insanity.
And while Tyler still slept, Willowâand she had been Willow again by thenâhad dressed at record speed and slipped out of that hotel room, out of thathotel and into a cab, putting that night and Tyler Chadwick behind her.
Which was exactly where she intended to leave them. Forever.
Then sheâd missed her period.
At first sheâd thought it was just stress, but when sheâd begun to have some very odd symptoms that couldnât have been stress-related sheâd had to entertain the possibility that something else was going on.
Pregnancy.
Sheâd actually passed out cold in the doctorâs office when her worst fear was confirmed.
And then sheâd come to and cried. Sobbed. Right in front of the doctor.
That had caused the doctor to talk about alternatives if she didnât want the child, which had made Willow cry all the harder.
âAlternatives? I donât have any alternatives,â sheâd wailed.
But by the time sheâd returned to Black Arrow that night sheâd thought about the alternatives the doctor had laid out for her and sheâd known she couldnât choose any of them. This was her baby and she was going to have it, raise it, love it.
She just didnât know anything else.
She didnât know how she was going to have and raise a child alone.
She didnât know how she was going to tell her brothers.
She didnât know what they were going to do when she did.
She didnât know