eyes
stayed frozen upon her face. He didn’t blink. He didn’t move. She
almost thought he didn’t even breathe.
“Who let you in?” he finally asked.
It was not the romantic words she was hoping for. He simply
sat there, staring at her, and it made her a little nervous.
“No one,” she replied and hugged herself in a protective
gesture. “Am I bothering you? Should I go?”
“Don’t you dare fucking move,” he said tersely. “I’ve been
picturing you across from me for eleven years. I’m trying to
determine if I’m hallucinating and if I am, I don’t want the fucking
antidote.”
Her heart melted. She knew exactly how he felt.
“It’s me, Chadwick,” she whispered, and opened her arms.
“I’m standing right here in front of you, but I was hoping for a hug.”
Faster than lightning, he bolted from behind his desk to scoop
her up into his massive arms. He pressed her into him, holding her
tight as he bent over her smaller size and buried his face in the crook
of her neck. His breath was hot upon her skin, sending shock waves of
awareness down her body. He’d pinned her arms so she couldn’t hug
him back, but it was okay because being in his arms was all she’d
dreamed it would be.
Perhaps it was a horrible cliché, immediately falling in love
with someone by a single touch. She and Chadwick may have known
each other before, but that was practically a lifetime ago. A previous
existence where gold existed over the rainbow, and hearts and flowers
could solve everything. Instant love was nothing but a terrible plot
device for movies and books. But as she stood within his embrace, her
body remembered him. Her heart tapped out his name in perfect
harmony. And her soul… Christ! For the first time in eleven years,
her soul felt whole. She didn’t know any other word to use to describe
how she felt except for love.
She already dreaded the day Billy caught up with her.
Finally, after several moments, he let her go and took a step
back, although he kept his hands on her shoulders.
“What do you mean no one let you in?”
“Don’t be angry with the boy at the gate door,” she said. “But
you need a different security system.”
“Hmm,” he replied. “I’ll be pissed at him later. Right now I
can’t stop looking at you. Or touching you. I’m afraid if I do, you’ll
disappear on me.”
“I had to see you,” she murmured as she raised a hand and
traced the sharp angle of his face. He closed his eyes and melted into
her touch. Time had given him an edge he hadn’t had as a boy. The
man before her was sexy, handsome, and he made her body ache for
him in the most basic of needs.
“Dear lord, Abbott,” he said softly. Achingly. “I’ve missed
you. Where’ve you been?”
“Everywhere,” she said simply. “But I’m here now.”
“Yes.” He opened his eyes and she gasped at the fire that leapt
from their depths. He cupped her face with his palms and tilted her
head up. A predatory gleam caused her hands to shake, caused her
body to shiver with anticipation. He ran his thumb across her lips and
she saw his eyes followed the gesture. It made her half wonder if he
prolonged her anxiety on purpose.
Abbott didn’t think she could take much more of the sweet
torture, caught in the purgatory between heaven and hell. She yearned
for his kiss so much it was like a painful ache in her heart. She could
barely breathe, barely think. He had such a wicked touch she felt like
she was falling, so she closed her eyes tightly, needing to block him
out a little to regain her footing in the world.
“Look at me,” he commanded in a gruff voice.
Helpless, she obeyed, and her gaze fell upon his mouth.
Unable to stop herself, Abbott reached up and touched his face. His
lips. With her thumb, she traced over the perfect line and they parted
ever so slightly to kiss the pad.
He moved his hands from her face to run down her arms, her
waist, to settle on