of Annieâs own troubled high school years, surely would not have joked so offhandedly about such things. Deliberately Annie changed the topic of conversation to something less serious in nature, promising her friend that she would water her straggly bed of marigolds.
And silently promising herself not to give the enigmatic Mr. Lonebear another thought beyond how to best avoid him in the future.
Someone as sweet and naive as Jewell might easily be taken in by a manâs dark good looks and colorful past, but Annie knew better than to trust the word of any male, particularly the promises he might utter in the throes of passion. As an expert in the field, Annie wondered whether she should volunteer to teach a class in it as a way of supplementing her meager income. She would label it a self-defense class for the heart and make a case that it was as critical as any other course in the martial arts.
The thought of presenting Mr. Lonebear with such a proposal gave Annie grim satisfaction. The memory of him ordering her to stick to the prescribed curriculum and leave her personal beliefs out of the classroom made Annie far more uncomfortable than he could ever imagine. Used to doing things on her own terms, she wasnât sure whether she was capable of separating one from the other. Such a task was akin to holding the myriad pieces of a stained-glass mural together with nothing more than wishful thinking.
Recalling to mind that it was also what had prompted her to resign from her old position and hadsent her searching for a career less hazardous to her emotional well-being, she vowed to do her best to follow John Lonebearâs directive. If other people were able to do their jobs, collect their paychecks and go home at the end of the day without investing their hearts along with their time, Annie told herself, there was no reason she couldnât do the same.
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Despite her renewed resolve not to become emotionally attached to her students, Annie was genuinely happy to see Crimson Dawn back in class the following dayâand relieved that her exasperating uncle was absent. Since time to work with her students on their respective projects was limited, she didnât dally when it came to taking roll and getting class under way. She spent only a few minutes looking over her shoulder to see if a certain unwanted visitor was going to make a follow-up appearance. Once Annie centered her attention upon her pupils, time flew as it always did whenever she was actively involved in the creative process. Something about helping others discover their own natural talents was utterly gratifying in a way that oddly superseded her professional training in more analytic areas.
Brushing off Crimson Dawnâs stiff apology on the part of her uncle as being completely unnecessary, she squeezed the girlâs shoulder reassuringly.
âYour work is coming along wonderfully. At this rate youâll be able to start another project well before this term is up.â
Despite the possible repercussions, Annieâs stubborn heart bade her continue. She considered her words carefully, however.
âIn case you donât know it, Crimson, Iâve beenexpressly forbidden to direct your talents outside of this classroom. Nonetheless, I want you to know that you have been given an incredible gift. However you choose to use it is up to you.â
The knowledge that her teacher was referring not only to the unique stained-glass sculpture that she was in the process of finishing, but also the other artwork she had so shyly shown her earlier caused the girl to smile tremulously.
âThanks,â she mumbled, not nearly as capable of expressing her feelings with words as with her hands. That Ms. Wainwrightâs praise didnât waver in light of the family feud it was causing at home made her heart swell with appreciation. Shyly she ventured words of advice to the teacher who had such faith in her