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contain a lick of brass, that Jefferson wants to go west more than anything. “You’re going to run away,” I say.
    â€œMaybe. I don’t know.” He scuffs his bare foot against the step, sending a wave of sludge over the edge. “I could take the sorrel mare. Hunt my way there. Or work for somebody else, taking care of their stock. It’s just that . . . It’s just . . .”
    â€œJeff?” I peer close to try to figure him. He has a wide mouth that jumps into a smile faster than lightning. But there’s nothing of smiling on his face right now.
    â€œRemember the year the creek dried up, and we caught fifty tadpoles in the stagnant pool?” he says softly.
    â€œSure,” I say, though I have no idea why he’d bring it up. “I remember you dropping a handful down my blouse.”
    â€œAnd I remember you screaming like a baby.”
    I punch him in the shoulder.
    He jerks backward, staring at me in mock disapproval. “Your punches didn’t used to hurt so much.”
    â€œI like to get better at things.”
    His gaze drifts far away. Rubbing absently at his shoulder, he says, “You’re my best friend, Lee.”
    â€œI know.”
    â€œWe’re too old for school. I only come to see you.”
    â€œI know.”
    All at once he turns toward me and grasps my mittened hands in his bare ones. “Come west with me,” he blurts.
    I open my mouth, but nothing comes out.
    â€œMarry me. Or . . . I mean . . . We could tell people we’re married. Brother and sister, maybe! Whatever you want. But you’re like me. With your daddy sick, I know it’s really you working that claim, same way I work Da’s. I know it’s your own two hands as built that place up.” His grip on my hands is so tight it’s almost unbearable. “This is our chance to make our own way. It’s only right that—Why are you shaking your head?”
    His words brought a stab of hope so pure and quick it was like a spur in the side. But now I’ve a sorrow behind my eyes that wants to burst out, hot and wet. Jefferson is partly right: I’m the one who makes our claim work. He just doesn’t know how much.
    â€œLeah?”
    I sigh. “Here’s where you and I are different. I
love
my mama and daddy. I can’t leave them. And yes, it’s my claim as much as anyone’s. I’m proud of it. I can’t leave it neither.”
    He releases my hands. Together, we look out over the snow-dusted yard to find the others staring at us. They saw us holding hands, for sure and certain. But we ignore them. We’re used to ignoring them.
    â€œYou might not have a choice,” he says. “If your daddy wants to go to California—”
    That stab of hope again. “Mama will convince him not to. He’s too sick.”
    â€œBut
if
you go—”
    The school bell peals, calling us inside.
    â€œWe’ll talk later,” I say, more than a little glad to let thesubject go. I’ve lots of thinking to do. In fact, I do so much thinking during the next hours that I’m useless for helping the little ones with their sums, and when Mr. Anders calls on me to recite the presidents, I mix up Madison and Monroe.
    I drive home as soon as school lets out, not bothering to say bye to Jefferson, though I wave from a distance. I need to get away, and fast, find some open air for laying out all my thoughts about California and gold and going west, not to mention the stunning and undeniable fact that Jefferson just asked me to marry him.
    As offers go, it’s not the kind a girl dreams about while fingering the linens from her hope chest. I’m not even sure he meant it, the way he stumbled over it so badly.
    I’ve thought about marriage—of course I have—but no one seems to have taken a shine to me. It’s no secret I spend my days squatting in the creek bed or hefting a pickax or mucking the