his eyes closed until they had put him down in the front hall. Then he glared at his friend. âI toldyou Iâd manage by my â â
Robbie turned away. âThanks,â he said to his helper.
The boy smiled. âNo problem,â he said as he walked away.
Robbie turned back to Mike and grinned. âThereâs an entrance around the back. Itâs near the band room. No steps. I knew you wouldnât remember.â He turned on his heel before Mike could say anything else. âSee you later. If youâre polite maybe Iâll walk home with you.â He grinned again and was gone.
Mike looked around. It seemed to him that every eye was on him. He wheeled past the band room and through the halls, staring straight ahead, scowling, hating everyone. The secretary in the school office had his timetable ready. He snatched it from her hand and turned to go.
She stopped him with a word. âWait.â
He paused, but did not look back.
âMr. Warren, the vice-principal, wants to see you before you ...â
âWell, I donât want to see him.â
He found his first class and insisted on sitting at the back of the room. Desks were moved; space was made for him. If anyone stared he glared back at them, and they turned away, withered by his hate.
Even Carletonâs new, cute and over-excited eighth graders, all with two strong legs, all with mothers and fathers and brothers and sisters, all with proper homes and families. He despised them all.
9 ... back with friends
Robbie helped him home, pushing on the uphill parts.
âSo how was it, Mike? How did it go?â
He played dumb. âHow did what go?â
âYou know. Classes, crowded hallways, being back with friends, stuff like that.â
âFriends! Hmmph!â He was still ticked off at Robbie for lifting him up the school steps. Heâd felt so helpless. âWho was that other kid this morning?â
âWhat other kid are you talking about, man?â Robbie playing the innocent.
âIâm talking about the one who helped with the skyride.â
âOh, him. Heâs a new guy. In my history class. Heâs big and he happened to be passing by so I grabbed him. Nameâs Ben Packard.â
âHmmph!â
He went to school every day.
He hated it.
He was unfriendly. Kids heâd known for years,who had been with him through elementary school, he ignored as though they were strangers; he wanted nobodyâs sympathy. He was asked to join the yearbook committee. âNot interested,â he told them. He was invited to join the chess club and the debating club, but he refused; he was no longer interested in chess, and as for debating, he didnât much like the sponsor teacher, Mr. Dorfman. So he joined no clubs. Mr. Estereicher, a popular PE teacher, asked him if he might be interested in wheelchair sports; there was a meet coming up, and Estereicher would be happy to coach him for track or basketball or whatever interested him. âI donât give a damn about wheelchair sports â thanks very much,â he added sarcastically.
People soon learned to leave him alone.
They didnât like him. He didnât care.
Someone hung a bumper-sticker on the back of his wheelchair: Ban Leg-hold Traps. Robbie managed to remove it without Mike knowing.
10 ... fright mask
By the end of October it was almost as though he had never been away from Carleton High. The school was still the same, but he had changed. In tenth grade he had been busily involved in the schoolâs classes and activities; now everything was meaningless. He endured it only because of Aunt Norma and Robbie.
Today he had Dorfman first period. He didnât like Dorfmanâs class. He didnât like Dorfman. History should be interesting, exciting even, but Dorfman managed to convert it into sleeping pills. For the first fifteen minutes of each seventy-five minute period there was a quiz on