and dark pants. The likeness is actually flattering. His age barely shows.
âAre you Jewish?â she asks after they have settled in the carâs front seat.
He doesnât hear such a question often. Certainly not in New York. It is, however, not a new sensation. He is a Jew and Jews are integrated into the fabric of American life, yet there is an uneasiness that sits there. His family has been here for more than a hundred years, but nothing is settled. The Nazis had no qualms about killing Jews who had lived in Germany for centuries.
The womanâs words are innocent enough. He answers, âYes,â and she goes on, oblivious to what flicks through his mind.
âMy family is Muslim,â she says, âBut I practice nothing. If religion is about morality and ethics, you can certainly have that without any ritual. Do you agree?â
He nods. His slight unease withdraws into a corner and all but disappears. Yet he is reluctant to let the matter rest.
âWhy did you ask if I was Jewish?â
âOh, there are so many Jewish doctors at the hospital, and you are somehow like themâfriendly, certainly intelligent, but also a bit reserved and cautious. They often talk about Jewish guilt. Is that something all Jewish men feel?â She smiles at her own words, almost daring him to explain.
Perhaps she is now the psychiatrist playing games, he thinks. He shrugs, yet feels the onset of guilt as she speaks. The woman is flirting with him, but he knows that no matter how appealing, he could never sleep with her, even kiss her, without torment. She is rightâhe has become cautious.
âHow often do the buses go back to New York?â she asks. The segue releases him for a moment from thoughts about guilt. The question doesnât surprise him. They have only been together a bit more than thirty minutes. He is likely boring her. Itâs time for him to get home. A part of him feels relief. He checks his watch.
âThereâll be one in about forty minutes. They have them all the time.â
âI like that,â she says. âDo you have the time to give me a short tour of the area?â
He feels trapped. âI guess I could do that,â he answers with a tug of regret, as if he should have feigned some imaginary appointment, a technique years of business deception had ingrained.
âOh, that would be very nice,â she says in her clipped, very correct English.
âSo I guess you speak Farsi and German as well as English?â he asks.
âWhat do you know about Farsi?â She raises one brown eyebrow.
âIâve done business in Iran. Iâve been to Tehran, I think at least three times. And once to Khoramshahr to check on a cargo of steel pipes we sold. Business with NIOC, the National Iranian Oil Company.â
âWhile the shah was still there?â she asks.
He nods.
âAll the senior people there were tied to the shahâs family. Everyone had a chance to make money.â
âExcept the traders who sold to them,â he answers, but it is a throwaway line. Everyone made money then. Still, he has an urge to verbalize one of his memories of those days. âEvery time we had a contract they would keep coming back and ask us to adjust our terms so there would be more graft to share. I remember one time when they said our sales price was actually too low. Can you imagine a state company telling a supplier to raise its price?â
She doesnât answer. He wants to ask her what her father did in Iran, but he says nothing. Obviously her family has some money. Vienna is an expensive city and sheâs gone to medical school. Perhaps her family was even one of the many he assisted in illegally transferring assets out of the country. There were strict rules against cash transfers, but Posner and his associates devised a scheme that enabledrich Iranians to buy commodities for exportâcopper, aluminum or steel scrap, it