that had held them all together. For a time at least. After the War ended, the arguments had started up again, and Mama B had finally left them both to help the people trapped in Miami. Selah had been fourteen at the time, and it just hadn’t made sense: why would somebody quit their family for a bunch of strangers? Selah took a deep breath and buried those memories. “I’m here because I chose to be here. I asked to be deported and be put in your custody. I wanted to come.” “Did you, now,” said Mama B. She took a moment to process that, and Selah watched her move preconceptions and assumptions around in her mind. “I’m missing some pieces of this story. Why don’t we start from the beginning. You’re saying you wanted to come?” Selah moved forward and sat in a wooden chair across from Mama B. Her grandma was watching her with sharp scrutiny, mouth pursed, leaning forward and intent. Selah tried to marshal her thoughts. “You know how you always said dad’s stories would never change the world? Well, I think you were wrong. He was working on an investigation before he disappeared. A big one. He told me that it went pretty deep, and would cause a lot of trouble when he published it. Then he disappeared—but he left his Omni behind in a place he knew only I’d find it. So I read his files. He was investigating this new drug called Blood Dust. You heard of it?” Selah struggled for calm as she spoke. To not let the pain claw its way out of the box in which it was tightly hidden. Mama B shook her head, and then Selah realized she wasn’t answering her question but rather responding to the pain in Selah’s eyes. “Oh baby. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” Mama B rose and walked over to envelop her in a hug. “Can you forgive me? I’m a foolish old woman. Here I thought you were going to show up a spoiled young girl, mad at the world and mad at me.” Mama B pulled back and studied Selah’s face. “Instead I find you all grown up. And you’re telling me you came down here on purpose?” She hugged Selah tightly once more. It was too much. Selah tried to hold back the tears, but Mama B’s embrace brought back memories, old memories of home and better days, which combined with fear and exhaustion wore down the last of her defenses. Selah felt her eyes burn, and she pressed her face hard against Mama B’s shoulder. She clenched her jaw and willed herself not to cry, but her father’s face came to her and with it all the misery of the past two months. She bit down on her sobs, but still her shoulders shook each time one fought to escape her chest. Mama B held her for as long as she cried, and then wiped her face and kissed her forehead. “You’re with me now,” she said, voice stern and loving at the same time. “I’m going to take care of you. We’re family. We’re all we got. Now tell me what you were saying about your daddy. What have you learned?” Selah wiped her face with her sleeve and then nodded. “I think he’s alive. I think somebody took him, arrested him maybe for what he was going to publish. But nobody will say anything. I can’t get anybody to admit anything. He’s just missing, but I think he saw it coming. Like I said, he left me his Omni, and I read his notes. You heard about Blood Dust?” Mama returned to her armchair and nodded. “Yes, a little. The new drug. The vampires here in Miami don’t like it. Anybody caught using it gets killed.” “Really?” That was news. “They don’t allow it?” “Not that I’ve heard. Doesn’t stop fools from using it though. Why?” Selah rubbed at her eyes one last time then dropped her hands in her lap. “It’s what he was investigating. Most of his notes were missing, but there was stuff there about the government or the military being involved. It’s why he got taken.” “So wait. What’s his investigation got to do with your being here?” “Well.” Selah straightened her back. “Blood Dust is supposed