heâd overlook the rules for his right-hand woman.
Paige was actually humming as she entered the operating theatre change rooms. Dr Gloria Reinhart, theanaesthetist Harry used for his lists, was changing into her scrubs and Paige bade her a hearty good morning.
âMorning,â Gloria said, staring at Paige, an odd look on her face.
Paige frowned. âWhat?â
Gloria shrugged. âNothing. Itâs just that Iâve never heard you hum before.â
Paige didnât need a translation. She knew she was serious. That she wasnât much fun. She came to work, ran Harryâs theatre and his clinics with ruthless efficiency, not particularly caring whether she made friends or not. She didnât socialise or have time for gossip or idle chit-chat.
She was respected. Whether she was liked or not hadnât been a priority.
Paige grinned. âWell, itâs about time that changed, donât you think?â
Gloria responded with a grin of her own. âPast time, Iâd say.â
They chatted while Paige changed into her scrubs and then went in different directionsâGloria to the staffroom for a cuppa with her colleagues, Paige to Theatre four to set up for the first case.
The theatre list was sticky-taped to the door of theatre fourâs anaesthetic room and Paige removed it. Not that she needed it, she knew exactly which patients were being operated on today. In fact, if pushed, she could probably recite the list for the next month, even though it was next Mondayâs she was the most fixated on.
There were two paediatric patients on the list thismorning. Children were always done first. It caused less stress for the parents, who didnât have to wait around all day worrying about their child going under general anaesthesia, and also for the children, who were often at an age where they were frightened of the clinical hospital environment and didnât understand why they couldnât eat and drink and run around.
A little thrill ran through Paigeâs stomach at the thought that, come Monday, McKenzie Donald would be first on this list and her spirits lifted even further. Paige couldnât remember a time when she had felt this positive. It had been a long hard three years with many a detour and roadblock. It was hard to believe the path was suddenly clear.
Theatre four was frigid when she entered via the swing doors and Paige rubbed at the goose-bumps on her arms. Soon she would be gowned up and under hot lights and wistfully remembering the cold, but for now it seeped quickly into bones that had very little covering insulating them.
Youâre too thin.
The words Valentino had uttered that fateful night as he had lazily run his finger up her spine crept up on her unexpectedly, as they so often did, echoing loudly in her head and sounding very close in the silence of the empty theatre. So close, in fact, she looked behind her to check he hadnât actually appeared.
Nope. Just her.
She shook her head and frowned. Sheâd thought about the man so much in the last two months itwouldnât have surprised her to have conjured him up. Sheâd tried, usually quite successfully, to pigeonhole her thoughts of him to night-time only, to her dreams, but sometimes they crept up on her unawares.
She should have been insulted by his assessment of her body but one look at the heat and desire in his eyes and sheâd known that he hadnât been turned off. In fact, quite the oppositeâheâd wanted her badly.
It was merely a statement of fact. She was thin.
She hadnât had much of an appetite since the twins had been born prematurely. Daisyâs death, Arnieâs desertion and McKenzieâs fragile health had robbed what little had remained. She ate only to fuel her body, with no real enjoyment when she did.
All her energy was focused on getting McKenzie to eat. McKenzieâs appetite. McKenzieâs nutritional needs. McKenzieâs