time, he held her down so firmly, she was unable to wrestle her way free. Their bodies rubbed together as she still continued to struggle, their limbs tangling. Finally, he managed to grab her wrists and brace them over her head.
Game over. She had lost.
She took stock. She was panting, sweating, her neck throbbing, her mind locked on one thought: TASTETASTETASTE.
Yes.
âLet go,â she snarled.
Above her, Aden stilled. He, too, was panting and sweating. His eyes were still glowing that bright crimson, but now there were flecks of amber mixed with the red. Amber, his natural color. That meant, for once, Elijah had been wrong. Aden was in there, still battling the beast for control.
She could do no less.
The thought was a lifeline, and she clung. Victoria concentrated on her breathing, in and out, slow and measured. Voices other than her own began to penetrate her awareness.
âfeeling worse, Caleb was saying.
The dizziness had never been this bad before. And once the switch-switch-switch had begun, the souls should not have been able to stay put. Why hadnât they left her?
We all have to stay calm, Elijah said. Okay? Weâll be fine. I know weâll be fine .
Youâre lying. Julianâs words were slurred. Hurts too badly for us to be fine.
Yes, lying. Panic drenched Calebâs voice. This is terrible, Iâm dying, and youâre dying, too. Weâre all dying. I know weâre dying.
Stop saying the word dying and calm down, Elijah commanded. Now. Your little anxiety attacks are placing Aden and Victoria in more danger.
At last, concern. But it was too little, too late. They were already in danger.
I justâ¦I needâ¦
Caleb! Youâre placing all of us in danger, too. Please, calm down.
âThirsty,â Aden said, his gravelly voice drawing her back to the hated present.
The amber was fading in his eyes, the red expanding. He was losing the battleâ¦would soon attack her, his gaze already zeroing in on the still-seeping wound in her neck. He licked his lips, his eyes closing as he savored the lingering flavor of her.
This was the perfect time for her to strike, she thought, reverting to her baser urges. Her opponent was distracted. âTaste,â she said, the word garbled.
Victoria. You love him. You fought to save him. Donât undermine your own efforts by succumbing to a hunger you can control. A voice of reason in the chaos of her mind. But of course, Elijah, the psychic, would know exactly what to say to reach her. All right? Okay? I canât deal with both you and Caleb right now, on top of the dizziness. One of you has to act like a grown-up. And since youâre eighty-something years old, I pick you.
Adenâs eyelids popped open. Bright red, no longer any hint of his humanity.
Control herself, yes. She could. She would. âAden, please.â Save him, yes. She would try that, too. He meant everything to her. âI know you can hear me. I know you donât really want to hurt me.â
A pause, heavy and laden with tension. Then, miraculously, another flicker of amber, deep in those beloved eyes. âCanât hurtâ¦â he said. âDonât want to hurt.â
Tears of relief pooled in her lashes, leaked onto her cheeks. âLet go of my hands, Aden. Please.â
Another pause, this one lasting an eternity. Slowly, so slowly, he uncurled his fingers from her wrists and lifted his arms away from her. He straightened until he was straddling her, his knees pressing into her hips.
âVictoriaâ¦sorry, so sorry. Your poor, beautiful neck.â The dual voice, one his, one the beastâs, tendrils of sympathy and smoke, blending together, wafting over her.
She offered him a soft smile. âNothing to apologize for.â I did this to you.
Iâ¦needâ¦you must⦠Caleb couldnât quite catch his breathâand suddenly, Victoria couldnât quite catch her breath, either. Somethingâs