recently heâd found out he had a child, because this secret had been kept even from me. Or, as my family likes to say, theyâd carefully protected me from this knowledge.
If Iâm honest with myself, me finding out about it certainly had a lot to do with our final breakup, at least from my end. That really put the bow on it.
I stood now on the corner by Holy Child Church. My marriage had fizzled, we know my relationship had fizzled, and if I moved, my cell phone fizzled.
âClaire!â Carmela spoke with harsh, attention-getting spleen. âListen carefully. Iâm outside Rome.â
I looked down at the soggy, elegant pumps Iâd âborrowedâ from her while sheâd be gone and was still wearing and had better be careful of. I wiped their soles on the wrought-iron gate.
âAnd now,â she went on, âI got a message on my cell that Jenny Rose is in New York.â
âJenny Rose? Your daughter?â
âStop saying my âdaughter!â I donât even know her!â
âWell, nowâs your chance,â I muttered.
âClaire, those aunties made me swear on the Bible Iâd have nothing to do with her when I let them have her.â Carmela lowered her voice. âYou know they wouldnât have taken her if I was going to waltz back into her life. I had no choice, for Godâs sake! Claire. Just listen. Sheâs left the name of a place. Iâve written it out. Take it down before I lose you. Canât you just go find her? Sheâs on Long Island somewhere. Itâs some artist colony ⦠used to be a posh resort town on the North Shore. What the hellâs the name of the place? Hold on. Here it is. Sea Cliff.â
Sea Cliff. The way Carmela said it, with that Ida Lupino English lisp of hers, it made it sound so alluring. The very name made me think of sailing boats and high winds.
âShe says sheâs working as an au pair. Lookââshe sounded a touch frantic now and I pictured a handsome Italian coming within earshotââshe wants me to meet her out there at noon tomorrow, at a place called Once Upon a Moose. I couldnât make out her number for all the dead spots in the call and so I canât call her back. Can you go?â
âJesus, Carmela, sheâll be expecting you !â
âWell, I canât very well fly home in time, can I?â she shouted, then reasoned, âLook. She met you the time you went to Ireland for that funeral years ago. Canât you do this one little thing for me so she doesnât sit there looking at the door and no one comes?â
I could see the logic in this. Of course Iâd met the girl. She was just a kid. Cute. But also very clearly a handful. I was actually glad Carmela showed some signs of feeling for her daughter, but I could already imagine the look of disappointment that would cross her face when she saw me instead of Carmela.
âYou and Enoch could take a ride out,â she suggested, already triumphant.
So I laughed. What else could I do?
Jenny Rose
In the morning, Jenny Rose felt stronger. Sheâd slept well, despite the stuffy, claustrophobic space. It was new and clean enough, but whoever had designed the basement must have been a stranger to the rest of the house. She showered gingerly in the convenient pink washroom allotted to her and while she stood there dressing, her eyes fell upon the twin jewels. Sheâd best keep them safe. She did have a little green satin sack in the music box in which she kept a tiny pearl sheâd bit into while eating clams in Ephesus. She took the music box out of the underwear drawer, opened it, and wound it. When it didnât stick, it played the haunting âWaltz of the Flowers.â It hurt her just to hear it because the boy whoâd broken her heart had given it to her. She should have gotten rid of it. But it was so old-fashioned and expensive looking ⦠And she wasnât