She just drifted away, the doctor told her, no pain, no awareness of death. An easy passing. Ten minutes after the call, the phone rang again.
This time she didnât pick it up. She put her motherâs apartment on the market the following day, spent the night in a hotel under an assumed name, and made all the funeral arrangements from there. She called her motherâs friends to invite them to the small, private service.
A day and a half later, Becca threw the first clot of rich, dark earth over her motherâs coffin. She watched as the black dirt mixed with the deep red roses on top of the coffin. She didnât cry, but all of her motherâs friends were quietly weeping. She accepted a hug from each of them. It was still very hot in New York, too hot for the middle of June.
When she returned to her hotel room the phone was ringing. Without thinking, she picked it up.
âYou tried to get away from me, Rebecca. I donât like that.â
Sheâd had it. Sheâd been pushed too hard. Her mother was dead, there was nothing to stay her hand. âI nearly caught you the other day, at One Police Plaza, you pathetic coward. You jerk, did you wonder what I was doing there? I was blowing the whistle on you, you murderer. Yeah, I saw you, all right. You had on that ridiculous baseball cap and that dark blue sweatshirt. Next time Iâll get you and then Iâll shoot you right between your crazy eyes.â
âItâs you the cops think is crazy. Iâm not even a blip on their radar. Hey, I donât even exist.â His voice grew deeper, harder. âStop sleeping with the governor or Iâll kill him like I did that stupid old bag lady. Iâve told you that over and over but you havenât listened to me. I know heâs visited you in New York. Everyone knows it. Stop sleeping with him.â
She started laughing and couldnât seem to stop. She did only when he began yelling at her, calling her a whore, a stupid bitch, and more curses, some of them extraordinarily vicious.
She hiccuped. âSleep with the governor? Are you nuts? Heâs married. He has three children, two of them older than I am.â And then, because it no longer mattered, because he might not really exist anyway, she said, âThe governor sleeps with every woman he can talk into that private room off his office. Iâd have to take a number. You want them all to stop sleeping with him? Itâll keep you busy until the next century and thatâs a very long time away.â
âItâs you, Rebecca. Youâve got to stop sleeping with him.â
âListen to me, you stupid jerk. I would only sleep with the governor if world peace were in the balance. Even then it would be a very close call.â
The creep actually sighed. âDonât lie, Rebecca. Stop, do you hear me?â
âI canât stop something Iâve never even done.â
âItâs a shame,â he said, and for the first time, he hung up on her.
That night the governor was shot through the neck outside the Hilton Hotel, where he was attending a fund-raiser for cancer research. He was lucky. There were more than a hundred doctors around. They managed to save his life. It was reported that the bullet was fired from a great distance, by a marksman with remarkable skill. They had no leads as yet.
When she heard that, she said to the Superman cartoon character playing soundlessly on the television, âHe was supposed to go to a fund-raiser on endangered species.â
Thatâs when she ran. Her mother was dead and there was nothing more holding her here.
To Maine, to find sanctuary.
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June 22
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Becca said, âIâll take it.â
The real estate broker, Rachel Ryan, beamed at her, then almost immediately backpedaled. âPerhaps youâre making this decision too quickly, Ms. Powell. Would you like to think about this for a bit? I will have