arrogantly.
Rewind. What did he just say to me?
I whipped back around, looked at Josiah like he was crazy, and what did he do? He laughed in my face. And the single dimple in his left cheek lit up. Ugh, I hated that he was so fine all the time! I mean, Jesus, did this dude ever have a busted day? Everything about him reminded me of my weaknesses: Tallâsix-four. Smooth skin the color of caramel.
Heâd gotten a little more buff since the last time I had seen him; and his hard, protruding pecs definitely had a presence as his deep purple Omega Psi Phi T-shirt, with Big Brothah Fly written in gold, lay nicely over them. His baggy jeans fit just right and his purple Nikes . . . oh, baby, this dude was doinâ it in the deliciously cute department.
But. What. Ever.
Because I knew that underneath all that fineness was a creep. Plain and simple.
My eyes inched over Josiah from head to toe as I curled my upper lip and said, âIâm definitely not feeling any kind of way but happy. âCause from what I see, you did me a favor, boo.â
âSo then tell me.â He took two steps toward me and boldly stroked the right side of my hair, tucking it behind my ear. âWhy you mad?â
Did he just touch me? âBoy, I donât have time for you.â
âYou need to learn to tell the truth.â He took two more steps toward me and we were chest to chest with my back pressed against the bar. My heart pounded like thunder and I wondered if he could feel it.
âWhyâs your heart beating so fast?â he asked.
Silence.
âI know why, âcause you and I both know you gonâ always have a place for me.â
âOh word?â Zaire, my new boo, said, seemingly appearing from nowhere.
Oh . . . my . . . God . . . is this abracadabra night and nobody told me?
I felt like someone had drop-kicked me in the gut. Instantly I pushed Josiah back and away from me.
Khya leaned over and whispered to me, âWe may have to jump him.â She slyly pointed to Josiah. And all I could think was she was probably right.
Josiah looked over to Zaire and then turned back to me. âOh, I see youâre still rebounding with convicts.â
Screeech . . . What the eff did he just say? âExcuse you!â
Khya snapped her fingers and twisted her neck. âSlow down, Low Down. You might be cute and have a bright NBA future ahead of you, Josiah. But yo trill is all ill! How you gonâ say something like that? Zaire is re to the formed!â
âYoââ Zaire said, but Josiah cut him off.
âOh, my fault. I forgot that jail and the judge helped you turn your life around, bruh.â
âExactly!â Khya agreed.
âKhya!â I snapped. The last thing I needed was her agreeing with this fool.
Judging by the way thumping veins created a winding road map that ran along the sides of Zaireâs neck and up into his throat, I knew he was milliseconds away from making Josiah a murder statistic.
âPlease stop before he kills you,â I said to Josiah and then turned to Zaire and reached for his hand. âCome on, babe.â But Zaire snatched away and walked up on Josiah. My heart pounded so hard I could feel it in my throat.
Jesus . . .
I wedged myself between them and faced my man. âZaire, babe, letâs just go. Please.â
Zaire ignored me. Actually, it seemed as if Iâd disappeared from his sight as he sandwiched me between himself and Josiah.
I think the sky has fallen . . .
I just knew the music would be coming to a shrieking halt at any minute. Big Country would be flying over here, and they would both be gunninâ for my man. And, yeah, I knew he could take them one-on-one. But. I wasnât so sure how things would go down if they jumped him. âPlease, letâs just leave, Zaire,â I begged.
Zaire stared at Josiah intensely. âHear me on this, pot-nah. These lil frat boy clowns you got standing