community.â
âYouâre probably right.â
âI figured Iâd just wear jeans,â I admit. âI mean, I am going there to work on the farm, remember? It doesnât make sense for me to get all dressed up. Besides, itâs a three-hour bus ride. Who wants to dress nice for that?â
âGood point.â
âAnyway, Zach will probably be so shocked to see me that he wonât care what Iâm wearing.â
âThatâs true.â She agrees. âBut his mother might.â
âIâm not going there to impress his mother, Lizzie. In fact, I doubt thatâs even possible.â
âWell, donât be surprised if she doesnât approve of you wearing pants.â Lizzie starts the TV playing again, and on the opening of a show we see a couple of girls walking along a dusty road looking rather sweet and old-fashioned in their long, baggy dresses in shades of blue and green and purple. They all have on black stockings and black shoes, and on top of their heads, where their long hair is neatly pinned underneath, they have crisp white hats with strings that flutter in the breeze.
âI wonder how they keep those bonnets so white,â I muse.
âIt makes kind of a pretty picture, doesnât it,â Lizzie says dreamily. âSo old-fashioned and innocent looking. But kind of strange too.â
I absently nod, absorbing this sweet scene before the image fades away and suddenly itâs a completely different scene, with a bunch of young people drinking and dancing at a noisy nightclubâtalk about contrasts! This particular reality show is about Amish kids who leave their families and homes to visit the outside world. Really, itâs rather sad to see these innocent Amish teens struggling to fit into what they call âEnglishâ culture. I find myself wishing that some of them had simply stayed home. Iâm sure their parents would agree.
âI donât really get why these kids leave,â I say quietly. âTheir home life actually seems kind of inviting to me.â
Lizzie grabs my arm with an alarmed expression. âPlease, Micah, donât tell me that youâre enchanted with Amishlandâthat you plan to go there and never come back!â
I laugh. âYeah, sure, that sounds like something Iâd do.â But even as I blow it off, I do wonder . . . what would it really be like to be Amish?
Itâs not until Iâve tried on almost everything in my closet and my room looks like a hurricane hit that I decide what to wear for my trip to Holmes County. Call me a chicken or call me a fraud, but by the time Iâm getting onto the bus with my backpack, I feel fairly certain that I can pass for a guy. And thatâs exactly what I intend to do. Iâm wearing a pair of my old basketball shoes and Dadâs old man jeansthat Iâve topped off with a gray sweatshirt and baggy denim jacket, also scavenged from Dadâs closet. Iâve pinned up my long, dark curly hair and shoved it into a Browns ball cap. To complete my manly look, and to make me feel better about going without a trace of makeup, Iâve donned a pair of aviator sunglasses. Itâs not the kind of outfit Iâd wear to school or around friends, but I tell myself that itâs comfy for traveling, and for the most part it is. Except Iâm wearing two very snug sports bras to hold everything inâthatâs not exactly comfortable. But I feel confident about my disguise. To any casual observer, I look like a guy. Or so I tell myself.
However, once the bus pulls into the small, charming town of Hamrickâs Bridge, I start having serious doubts. Maybe my masculine costume is just one more major mistake. As I shove my water bottle into my backpack, I realize that nothing in there is going to help much either since I only packed more of the same. Really, what was I thinking?
As I get off the bus, I tell myself to