that pertinent piece of information. But even now, at my lowest of lows, it didnât matter. I couldnât lie to Hank. âHell or high water, Iâm going to get reinstated.â
A shadow crossed his face. âItâs not the only game in town.â
âTo me it is.â
âWell . . .â He rested his forearms on the table. âYouâre not a cop yet.â
My eyes dropped to his mouth. He had a thin, cruel upper lip, with a full lower one. The same shaped mouth as every Batman and Captain America comic book Iâd ever read. A superhero mouth. It would be so easy to just lean in and . . . Flynnâs voice echoed in my head. âDonât do anything stupid, Snap.â
I sat back in my chair. âI think maybe I should go home now.â
âOkay.â
We finished our drinks and left. Too soon, Hank pulled onto my street and stopped a block away from my house.
âUm, my house isââ
âI know where you live.â He got out, opened my door, and held out his hand.
I let him help me out of the car. When I went to take my hand from his, he laced his fingers through mine. âWhy are we walking?â
âI like it.â
The automatic outdoor lights turned on as I opened the gate and we went up the driveway. At the sidewalk I stutter-stepped and stopped. âThereâs something I ought to tell you. . . .â
Hank smiled at me in equal parts irritation and indulgence. âThe story of âHang âem Highâ July Pruitt and Conn McGrane?â
He knew.
Of course he did.
Our birth mother died the night I was born. Killed by a multiple-offender fat cat in a DUI collision. When the Chicago machine let him off with a warning, the assistant stateâs attorney, the young black high-flier July Pruitt, quit and joined the powerhouse firm of Douglas and Corrigan on the condition she work McGrane v. Westbrook pro bono. July won a twelve-million-dollar civil suit, Daâs heart, and adopted the six of us to boot.
I pinched the bridge of my nose. It wasnât . . . I just couldnât bear the thought of Hank looking surprised when he saw Mom. âIâm sorry.â
âDonât be.â We walked up the front steps and stopped at the front door.
âLaw Number One, isnât it?â My vision blurred. âI am defined by my disasters.â
âBaby, your disaster is only beginning.â And then he kissed me. Hard, possessive, and . . . fleeting. âMutts are running the bleachers tomorrow. St. Maryâs. Oh-six-hundred.â
âYeah,â I said, trying to catch my breath. âOkay.â
He reached around and opened the door. I went in. âGood night,â he said, closing it behind me.
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The house was unusually dark and quiet. I walked to the back hall to drop my purse and heard the faint whine of the lathe. Da was still up. I went into the garage. The farthest of the six stalls had been converted into my fatherâs workshop. I opened the door to the warm smell of sawdust. He stood at the machine, laboring over his latest project, a pair of George Nakashimaâinspired walnut chairs for Daicen.
I waited until he finished. âHi, Da.â
He turned and flipped his protective glasses up onto his head. âHullo, you.â
My smile turned watery. âIâm sorry I let you down.â
âYou could never.â He set down the wood and sandpaper and came around the workbench to hug me tight. He let go. âBah, Iâve covered you in dust.â
âThatâs the least of my problems.â
He didnât take the bait. Instead he picked up the spindle and began to sand. âHow was your date?â
âAwful and wonderful.â
âWhatâs he like?â
I brushed the powder-fine dust off my chest, thinking. âUs,â I said finally. âHeâs like us.â
âJaysus, Mary, and Joseph!â he said in a thick brogue. âThen