which, I see now, isnât a comic, but a thick text book. I slip into the chair at the foot of Dannyâs bed and take a big sip of my coffee. Scalding liquid scorches my mouth and I jump in my seat and spill even more of the steaming coffee all over me.
âDamn it,â I mutter, wiping the burning liquid from my chin. I pull my wet shirt away from my skin, wincing at the heat. I toss the offending Styrofoam cup of too-hot-and-gross-besides coffee into the trash. A few droplets splash up and hit my hand, burning me again.
Comic book boy chuckles and I look over at his bed, but his eyes are still on his book, his face serious as anything.
I narrow my eyes. Did I imagine that? He better not be laughing at me.
His lip twitches, just slightly, but itâs enough for me to see. I stand abruptly and pull the curtain between the beds closed with so much force Iâm surprised it doesnât come off the track.
âMy brother needs to sleep,â I hiss.
I search my bag for napkins and frown at the coffee stains on my shirt, keeping one ear turned toward comic boyâs side of the room. He doesnât say anything else, thankfully.
After a few minutes, I feel a little bad. I mean, the guy is obviously in the hospital and I hope heâs okay. But still, if thereâs one thing I hate, itâs being laughed at. Especially after the utterly craptastic day Iâm having. I plop back into my chair and roll my eyes to the ceiling.
Come on universe, make something good happen.
3
D ANNY IS SET to leave the next day. The tech removes the cap and wires and I wash the glue out of his hair. Weâre both exhausted and badly in need of showers. I stand by the window in Dannyâs room while he colors and we wait for mom to sign his paperwork and pick us up.
âWant me to make you an Iron Man one?â Danny nods to the coloring book.
âOf course. Make a good one. Iâll hang it up at home.â
With his tongue caught between his teeth, he frowns in concentration at the page he colors.
âIâm still confused about the knights,â he says, still coloring. âI get the other pieces, but why does the knight move that way?â
Weâd been over this about a billion times since I attempted to teach him chess in a marathon session last night.
âYou just have to practice and get used to it. All the pieces have their own way to move.â
âNo, I
know
that.â He looks up at me and rolls his eyes. âBut the knight is
confusing.â
âWe have a set at home. Weâll play tonight, okay? Weâll practice some more.â
This seems to satisfy him enough to go back to his coloring, and I look up at the clock. School is probably out for me today, but Iâd like to at least try to call Ms. Hudson to see if I can salvage any hope for the Get Up and Go internship.
Fat chance.
At least I get another day without seeing Sebastian. Him and whoever that girl was. Who knows how far the gossip has spread. Another day out of school and maybe itâll be old news by the time I get back.
I bend to touch my toes, trying to stretch out the ache of sleeping in the hospital recliner-bed thing. Itâs cracked leather and stiff, even if it does open pretty far and they do provide sheets and pillows. And anyway, it was only one night this time.
Mom got called into work last night. She works as a bartender, not coincidentally, Iâm sure, and works tons of late nights, as well as some afternoons. On one hand, I know it seems way messed up of her to leave the hospital when Danny was doing an overnight, but on the other, even I have to admit, we need the money and she does make decent cash in tips. And Danny was stable, not a single seizure after that one at home. Plus, Iâm here for him.
âIâm gonna go get a drink, Danny. Be right back?â
My brother smiles widely at me and nods. My stomach squeezes on itself. Heâs such a sweet kid. What