every night it would become angry and berate me. I only hoped my anger at myself would
not erupt in to physical punishing torment as it had done recently.
With determination, I closed the voice down and prepared to receive
my first spanking wondering how much it would hurt. I would take my punishment with dignity.
Jason moved off the side of the bed while Marcus continued to lie
next to me stroking his fingers through my hair. But they were removed when Jason caught
the back of my straight bob up in to a pony tail and
gently tugged it to force my head up. Never had I felt so subservient and at a man’s mercy. I prayed my new Daddy would take care of
me. He gently pressed his palm in
to the middle of my back.
“Take a deep breath and then let it out slowly for me, darling,” he
said in his deep melodic American voice. It caressed over my fear as he made me repeat my breaths three times them
took his soothing comforting hand from my back. A whoosh of air sounded through my ears
and the first strike of his hard male palm made contact with my bare bottom.
I wailed against the tie in my mouth and tried to put my head down
but Jason was pulling my head up firmly by the ponytail he used to steady me
for my spanking. The second slap
came and it felt harder and more potent than the first. My flesh jumped, wobbled and scorched
against his hand. Tears sprang from
my eyes and I began to whimper and cry like a baby. He continued and I was surprised to find
so much emotion come out of me. I
cried and cried, every spank releasing some painful emotion I needed to be rid
of. By the time he was finished I
was sobbing. He lowered my head
back down and smoothed his palm comfortingly over my burning soreness before
bending to kiss the pain on one buttock away. Then he moved back on the bed beside me
covering my naked body in the top sheet.
Marcus was already cuddling me, trailing
soothing butterfly kisses along my back and hair after turning me over on to my
side. Jason joined him in stroking
my cheek and kissing my forehead.
“Good girl, get that emotion out. You did well, baby girl,” Jason
whispered.
Both men lay down flat and making sure the sheet was tucked around
me and removed my gag and bindings. They moved their arms around me on top of the sheet and held me,
pressing their bodies protectively close.
“This is your safe place, little girl, between us. When you are fearful or upset we will put
you to bed and hold you until you feel safe and loved again. I have a feeling this is going to be a
long journey for you, Kitten. There
is a lot of pain to come out. We
will help you heal,” Marcus’s informed me in a concerned tone kissing my
shoulder. “Now sleep, then we will make love to you and seal our agreement.”
Chapter Four
I woke from a comfortable slumber a couple of hours later. I hadn’t felt this relaxed for a very
long time. The feel of the silk
sheets caressing my naked body underneath them was arousing. I moved sensuously against the material
moaning softly at the new found peace and safety I
felt.
To my surprise I was not alone in the room. On one side of the bed Jason sat on a
chair and on the other side Marcus was doing the same. I was guarded on both sides and any
fleeting ideas I had of just slipping out of the room so I wouldn’t be a
further burden to them were completely out of the question. I remembered their words earlier. They must have been watching over me as
I slept.
I belonged to them now and I was under their protection whether I
wished it or not. Willingly I had
given myself to them and there was no going back. The very idea made me feel a little
nervous but the small amount of dampness slickening the tops of my thighs
between my legs betrayed my arousal and acceptance at being owned by them both.
They were talking in whispered