hamming it up, in moments he believed himself unobserved, his expression was one of innocent, neutral dim-wittedness. âShe must be the only person in this hotel who isnât! Good God, what else is there to do out here?â
âShe works for Way Inn.â
âOh, right, chambermaid?â Maurice said, and Phil barked a laugh.
I smiled tolerantly. âShe finds sites for new hotelsâso I suppose sheâs checking out her handiwork.â
âSo sheâs to blame,â Phil said. âDoes she always opt for the middle of nowhere?â
âI think the conference center and the airport had a lot to do with it.â
âAha, yes,â Maurice said. Without warning, he lunged under the table and began to root about in his satchel. Then he reemerged, holding a creased magazine folded open to a page marked with a sticky note. The magazine was Summit , Mauriceâs employer, and the article was by him, about the MetaCenter. The headline was ANOTHER FINE MESSE .
âI came here while they were building it,â Maurice said. He prodded the picture, an aerial view of the center, a white diamond surrounded by brown earth and the yellow lice of construction vehicles. âHard-hat tour. Itâs huge. Big on the outside, bigger on the inside: 115,000 square meters of enclosed space, 15,000 more than the ExCel Center. Thousands of jobs, and a catalyst for thousands more. Regeneration, you know. Economic development.â
I heard her voice: enterprise zone, growth corridor, opportunity gateway. That lulling rhythm. I wanted to be back in my room.
âDid you stay here?â Phil asked.
âNah, flew in, flew out,â Maurice said. âThis place is brand-new. Opened a week or two ago, for this conference Iâm told.â
âSo they say,â I said, just to make conversation, since there appeared to be no escaping it for the time being. To make conversation, to keep the bland social product rolling off the line, word shapes in place of meaning. While Phil again explained the unfinished state of the pedestrian bridge and our tragic reliance on buses, I focused on demolishing my breakfast. Maurice took the news about the buses quite wellâan impressive performance of huffing and eye-rolling that did not appear to lead to any lasting grievance. âThe thing is,â he said, as if communicating some cosmic truth, âwhere thereâs buses, thereâs hanging around .â
There was no need for me to hang around. My coffee was finished, my debt to civility paid.
âExcuse me,â I said, and left the table.
Back in my room, housekeeping had not yet called, and the risen sun was doing little to cut through the atmospheric murk beyond the tinted windows. The unmade bed, the inert black slab of the television, the armchair with a shirt draped over itâthese shapes seemed little more than sketched in the feeble light. Before dropping my keycard into the little wall-mounted slot, which would activate the lights and the rest of the roomâs electronic comforts, I walked over to the window to look out. It wasnât even possible to tell where the sun was. Shadowless damp sapped the color from the near and obliterated the distant. The thick glass did nothing to help; instead it gave me a frisson of claustrophobia, of being sealed in. I looked at its frame, at all the complicated interlayers and the seals and spacers holding the thick panes in place: high-performance glass, insulating against sound and temperature, allowing the hotel to set its own perfect microclimate in each room.
A last look as I recrossed the small spaceâthe brightest point in the room was the red digital display of the radio-alarm on the bedside table. I slid the card in the slot and the room came alive. Bulbs in clever recesses and behind earth-toned shades. Stock tickers streamed across the TV screen. In the bathroom, the ascending whirr of a fan. I brushed my teeth,