storm rising. He had seen seven or eight hours where he could of turned around, gone back. He spent that time wavering. Ainât looking good, Iâm going back, heâd think, but then heâd remember Whaleyâs attempt to get Sarah in theboat with him, and say, Hell with that woman and her whites-only-for-a-day island. She needs some color in her world.
Heâd been over to Meherrituck for a while when it started to really blow. Wind and water made up his mind for himâyou ainât going nowhere now, Woodrow Thornton, you had your chance. He sat up in the community store with OâMalley Senior and his sons, listening to the island come down around them, all night long the pop and crash of things picked up by the wind, the curl and rip of scissored-off strips of tin roofs, the store gone to shadow in the candlelight, everybody drinking something to take their mind off the wind, though it just made worse what fear they felt, the liquor and the wine and the beer.
Woodrow left soon as the seas died down enough to where he could cross, throttled wide open over there, hull batted wave to wave. He lost: cooler full of fish, spare gas tank, a net, rod-and-reel, waders, all of it tossed overboard, a sacrifice, sea can have all that if she just lets me find my Sarah alive and well.
Someone was waiting for him down at the dock. Wouldnât anyone meet him but his bride, and Woodrow at the sight of the figure on the dock cussed himself for tearing ass over across the inlet, sacrificing his worldly goods for nothing. Then he grew close enough to spot Maggie. He recognized her before he could make out the color of her skin; it was the way she stood, which he remembered from all the times heâd seen her standing similar, waiting on him to bring Boyd back from a dayâs fishing. Arms crossed over her chest, holding her heart, protecting it. He thought at first, well, wind doneknocked out the power and the light, mixed her up. Sheâd lost her place in time, come down to wait on Boyd, who at that point had been gone a good many years. Woodrowâd seen people take a little vacation from good God-given sense after a particularly big blow.
Then he got a little closer and saw the look on her face and he changed his mind. Itâs Whaley, he thought. Most people would put their money on Maggie to be the first to go. Sheâd courted nearly everything you can court to shave some years offâshe smoked roll-your-owns for years, drank whenever she could get her hands on some liquor, loved nothing more than lying out stitchless under the noontime sun. But Woodrow always thought itâd be Whaley because in the end, though she lived better, ate better, worked harder than her sister, she cut herself off from people, she didnât know nothing about how to love, she couldnât even listen. Death comes quicker to those who donât know how to listen. He worried about Crawl. His own son didnât know how to hear another manâs pain. Get too busy thinking about your own mess, thatâll kill you deader than hell. You got nobody to sustain you, youâre going to go quick, and itâs going to hurt too, knowing you left nobody in your wake. He thought about Whaley lying there on her deathbed knowing after sheâs gone all thatâs left is some same-old stories in a book about an island nobody cares to hear about.
Well, least she went easy, quick. Best she didnât linger, because if she did, Woodrowâd have to sit with her, at least help take care of her, and heâd be telling some lies even bringing around food to sustain her one more hour, because he couldnât out-and-out say hewould miss her if she was gone. He could say the out-and-out opposite. Better he didnât have to get himself mixed up in a big last lie.
When he cut the engine and nosed the skiff up alongside the dock and got close enough to toss Maggie the line, he saw the blood on her dress and