foreign correspondents who put on a battle jacket to stand before a camera and read a script, or he could beâ
Oh, God, he wasâhe was coming over here.
What if he was the one?
Ohmigod, ohmigod, ohmigod.
Heâs not going to hurt you here, not out in public!
Where was the security guard? Every mall had securityguards, because stuff happened. There were creeps everywhere.
Uncapping her pen, she gripped it in her right fist and lowered her hand to her lap. Smile, Lily, smile! Donât let him know youâre afraid, bluff! You can do it, youâre an old hand at bluff and run. Besides, even if he turned out to be her crank caller, the policewoman had told her that nine times out of ten, crank callers were harmless. Pathetic losers who couldnât interact with women except anonymously.
The last thing this man looked was harmless.
He was staring at her. Now he was moving in her direction. Years of soft living had taken its toll, because she was suddenly having trouble breathing. Surely someone was looking this wayâsomeone would notice if he started anything? The store managerâ
âMiss OâMalley? I believe you have something that belongs to me,â he said in a voice that could best be described as chocolate-covered gravel.
It didnât sound like the voice sheâd heard on the phone, but voices could be disguised.
Her mouth was so dry she couldnât have spit if her pants were on fire, but she forced herself to look him in the eye. Coolly, graciously she said, âI beg your pardon?â
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I beg your pardon?
Lily was tough. She had grown up tough. In the neighborhoods where sheâd spent her formative years, toughness was a prerequisite to survival. Over the intervening years she had moved countless times, to different cities, different states. She had learned how to dress, how to speak, which fork to use for oysters, which to save for cake. The one thing she had never quite managed to do was lose the urge to slip away rather than confront trouble head-on.
And this man, whether or not he was actually her crank caller, was trouble.
âI said, you have something that belongs to me,â he repeated, never breaking eye contact. Her fingers tightened on her Montblanc pen, the one she had treated herself to after her first book went to number two on the bestseller list and stayed there for three weeks. As a weapon it was slightly better than car keys. As a reminder of who shewas and how much sheâd accomplished, how far she had come from the skinny kid who had scrounged for food from restaurant garbage, worn clothes snagged from backyard clotheslines because she didnât dare risk getting caught shoplifting, it served well enough.
She opened her mouth to beg his pardon again, snapped it shut and looked around for mall securityâfor anyone bigger and tougher than the man towering over her.
âIf youâd like to buy a book, Iâll beââ
âIâll pay you whatever you laid out for them.â Unblinking. Sheâd heard of unblinking eyesâprobably used the phrase herself a time or two. This was the first time she had actually been confronted by a pair of deep-set, intensely blue, unblinking eyes.
How the dickens could a man make her feel threatened and dithery at the same time? Sheâd been threatened by experts. The crank caller who insisted on telling her in detail what heâd like to do to her made her want to kick him where it would do the most damage. The creep who had actually invaded her home, leaving disgusting things in her underwear drawer!
But dithery? The last time she could remember feeling dithery was when sheâd been offered her first three-book contract after her first book had gone back to press five times. Getting a grip on herself, she said in her best Masterpiece Theater voice, âIâm sorry, but youâve obviously mistaken me for someone else.â
He glanced at the nameplate: