âLemon,â a word I once used to describe an English professor we both had and both disliked and which always made Anna laugh.
Anna laughed.
Hugh turned back to her and stroked her cheek and said something in⦠French? Spanish? English? Polish? At the other end of the table Sadie was on the lap of the guy who had told me to move. He massaged her thigh while flirting with the brunette across from him. Someone tapped my shoulder. It was Hugh. He shouted something, and after shouting it two more times, Anna told me that Hugh was wondering if I could get them two margaritas. As she said this, she patted my arm and smiled. At the bar, there was a crowd. It took me twenty minutes to get the drinks. Hugh and Anna had gone when I got back. When I found them, they were in the corner. I approached, I stopped.
Hughâs tweed coat was over Annaâs lap, his hand was working under it. Annaâs face had an earnest expression, her eyes half-glazed, her mouth half-open.
Back at the table, I drank the margaritas.
âHaving fun?â
Paula was Chilean, and once told me that if she didnât shower everyday she got B.O.
âUhââ
âIâll talk to you in a second,â she shouted, getting up. ââgotta go pee.â
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The moment I got out to the parking lot, my mind cleared. The margaritas had done their job. The cold spring air felt good.
The clubâs sound system still thumping in my head, I drove up Keith Road, past the Catholic school I went to in junior high. A house beyond it had my auntâs real estate sign on its lawn.
On Lonsdale, I turned left. The highway led West, to Horseshoe Bay. I stamped the accelerator, lowered the front and back windows. All the stations that night were playing the Pet Shop Boysâ âGo WestââI finally turned the radio off and put on Led Zeppelinâs âDazed and Confusedâ¦.â
I pressed repeat.
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The last week in May, I didnât do much. Each day I slept later and later, the thick blanket in the window stopping the sun from waking me. At first this had bothered me, my seeming purposelessness, but slowly I grew used to the rhythm of the days and the routine of killing time.
After the night at the Avalon I hadnât expected to hear from Sadie againâactually I didnât want to hear from her again. But she called the night before I was to pick Cam up from the airport. I was sitting on the sofa watching Maniac when the phone rang, and without pausing the movie, I grabbed the portable. âPatterson Realty,â I said.
Her voice, after a pause, said, âIâm sorry. I think I have the wrong number.â
âSadie?â
âTrace? Whyâd you say Pattersonâs Realty?â
I explained that it was my auntâs line and that was how she wanted me to answer it.
We asked each other about our breaks; and after a long story by Sadie about how she had quit Earlâs and now worked at the Cactus Club and how her new manager was better than her old manager and how the new manager took her out for drinks, I asked, âSo? Are you andâBradâdating?â
âYou mean Chad?â
âI guess. The guy at the Avalon.â
âNoâwell, yeah. Yeah kinda.â
âReally?â I said.
The movie was coming to my favourite scene. I held the phone away and covered the mouthpiece.
âWell, weâre just seeing right now. I donât want to rush anything. I think that was the problem with Steve.â
âSure,â I said.
On screen, Frank Zito (the maniac) leaped onto the hood of the parked car in which a couple had been frolicking. He held a hunting rifle and, crouching, taking careful aim, squeezed the trigger. The head of the driver exploded in slow motion, flinging brain and blood all over the womanâs face.
âWhatâs happening?â Sadie asked, sounding alarmed.
âWhat?â
âThe screaming? Is someone