admiration, but love? No, it was too much for which to hope. Jane had the very good fortune to marry for love, but that was as rare as henâs teeth. Caroline only hoped for a marriage better than Louisaâs. Mutual respect was enough.
âI must go down to see to the preparations,â said Jane as she kissed Carolineâs cheek before leaving the room. Caroline returned to her dressing table to allow the long-suffering maid to repair her hair while Mary and Louisa conversed.
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Carolineâs friendship with Mary Bennet was as much of a surprise to the participants as it had been to their relations. Two more different people could scarcely be found. While neither were classic beauties like Jane, only Caroline took pains in her appearance. If left to her own devices, Mary would wear the same dark, dreary dress every day. Mary had time only for her books, particularly Fordyceâs Sermons to Young Women , while Caroline lived for gossip.
However, the two were more alike than they knew. Both felt unequal to the world about themâCaroline for her lack of connections and Mary for her lack of attractiveness. They both took on superior airs, knowing all the time the only ones deceived were themselves. They were actors trapped in their roles, and Janeâs and Elizabethâs marriages were the unanticipated agents of the two ladiesâ liberation.
Caroline had no occupation but to help Jane receive her daily invasion by the female contingent from Longbournâoccasionally Mary, often Kitty, but always Mrs. Bennet. Carolineâs first impulse was to flee these meetings, but she thought better of it. If Jane was to be her sister, then Caroline must treat her as such, and Jane needed her support, even though Caroline felt that she did not quite trust her. For Mrs. Bennet was full of adviceârarely helpful, sometimes contradictory, often ignorant and outrageous, and always expressed in a loud, rude voice. There was nothing for it, for Mrs. Bennet would brook no request to temper her voice or opinions, and sweet Jane would not throw the baggage out. Caroline therefore attempted to find as much diversion from these performances as she might.
As the Mistress of Longbourn continued to hold court, Carolineâs attention invariably would be drawn to her new sisters. At first, she found them trite and stupid, but in studying them day after day, Caroline realized there was more to Mary than met the eye. She would say little, save for some inappropriate moralistic comment or a rather obvious quotation of scripture. However, Caroline would soon see that, while uninformed, Mary meant well, but she suffered from the total neglect of her mother. She sought attention; that was why the girl would leap to perform on the pianoforte given any encouragement.
As for Kitty, the insipid girl needed better examples than her mother or her outlawed sister, Mrs. Wickham.
Caroline developed a plan: If she could be of no use to her brother and his wife, then her occupation would be to help improve her new sisters, for her own sake as well as theirs. Apparently, Elizabeth Darcy came to the same realization and quickly invited Kitty to act as companion to Miss Darcy.
With Kittyâs removal to Pemberley, Caroline spent even more time with Mary. Caroline found the task more pleasant than she expected. Desperate for a companion, Mary was still leery of Lizzyâs nemesis. They found their common ground in music. Before, Mary played for attention, and Caroline played because it was expected. As they discussed music and technique, they both discovered that they truly loved the sound of the pianoforte. A friendship grew as the two spent many hours in pleasant occupation.
At first, Mary resisted any attempt to broaden her choice of reading material beyond the Bible or Fordyceâs Sermons . Finally, Caroline suggested poetry, starting with the Psalms. Mary had not considered that Holy Scripture also could be regarded as