Kiley was contemplating.
Or maybe sheâs simply glad to see you, Kiley told herself, and hugged her mother. âSorry Iâm late.â
âItâs okay.â Mom planted a kiss on her cheek. âWeâre just glad youâre here.â
Kiley wished she could say the same thing. Normally, the smell of roasting turkey set her mouth watering with anticipation, and the sight of her family filled her with joy. Today the smells and sights of the holiday were wasted on her.
She forced a smile and gave her sister-in-law a wave and a hi. Poor Tara. She was trying, like Switzerland, to remain neutral.
âYouâre just in time to help get food on the table,â said Kileyâs aunt, stopping to kiss her before proceeding on to the dining room with the fruit salad.
Kiley went to where Grandma stood at the stove and kissed her wrinkled cheek. Grandma studied her carefully. âHow are you?â
What a loaded question! âIâm fine,â she told both Grandma and herself. Sheâd be even finer once this day was over.
âHi, Kiles,â said a deliberately perky voice.
She turned with a frown to see Gwinnie, wearing a false smile, determined to act as if nothing was wrong.
A montage of scenes raced through Kileyâs mind: she and Gwinnie wrapping a loop of elastic around chair legs and playing Chinese jump rope; Gwinnie asking Kiley to teach her how to make gum wrapper braids, and then hair braids; the two of them sprawled on the couch watching a late-night horror movie. The memories werenât enough to heal the hurt. In fact, they only inspired her to contemplate snatching the electric mixer and tangling its beaters in Gwinnieâs hair.
âHi, Gwinnie.â She managed to get the words out, but she just couldnât add any warmth to them.
Gwinnie frowned and returned her attention to the whipping cream.
Kiley sighed inwardly and set her bag of goodies on the table next to where the punch bowl sat waiting. âI guess Iâd better make this punch and take it out to the dining room,â she muttered and got to work.
The kitchen went back to its busy buzz with the women putting finishing touches on the many dishes bound for the tableand talk centered on the tasks at handââDo we have another serving spoon somewhere?ââ¦âI think the gravyâs ready.ââ¦âGwinnie, stop whipping that cream before you turn it to butter.â
This last comment came from Grandma, who was looking at her granddaughter with irritation.
Once upon a timeâlike last year, evenâGwinnie would have offered a beater to Kiley to lick. Today, she simply removed the beaters and laid them in the sink, then retreated to the fridge to put away the whipping cream for later when the pumpkin pie made its appearance.
Fine. Kiley didnât want to lick the beater anyway. She took the bowl of baby peas her mother handed her along with the mashed potatoes and went to the dining room.
âWhile youâre at it, tell the men weâre ready to eat,â said Mom.
It didnât take more than one announcement to bring the men to the table. âThis looks great,â said Kileyâs father, beaming with satisfaction at the feast laid before them, the fine china and crystal, and the cornucopia centerpiece. âYouâve outdone yourself this year, love,â he told Mom as everyone settled in.
He said the same thing every year. And, as she did every year, Mom rolled her eyes and waved away the compliment. âHurry up and say grace, John, before the natives get restless.â
Dad complied, and the second he was finished the guys were all reaching for food. For the next few minutes, everyone concentrated on filling his or her plate and the conversational landscape was sparse.
Slowly, the time-honored topics surfaced. Which teams were going to the Super Bowl? How Grandpa would have loved to see this growing gang at the table, and,